I'm in the mood to get to know my friends better....or anyone one else interested in answering some questions. (you of course can answer all or some, or none!) 
So tell me this....
1. Who/What is in your CD player right now?
2. Would/would you like to consider yourself a significant other?
3. List 4 items of your favorite attire (they don't have to match).
4.Whats your biggest fantasy???(sexual or not)
5. If you could move anywhere...where would you go???
6. Discribe your ideal house.( inside and/or out.)
7. If you could date a rockstar..who would it be?
8. Name the most frightening time in your life.
9. Name the most happiest/exciting time in your life.
10. Name one unique body mod you might like to have or see.
I'll share my answers later.
BTW. Good thing the new job isn't drug testing me.
I slipped up this weekend and smoked at a VIP party.
Then again the next day when an old friend showed up at my door....waving it in my face.
Then once more...or twice. With pills up my nose.
I don't feel that depressed anymore, so I don't have much of an excuse.
But I had been good for a long time, and it seem to no longer to be a need, just a perk that comes around every once in a while.
Plus it was all free. (which is always good.)
Plus, I keep thinking....
I'm finally getting my life back straightened out.
I feel good about every thing(Except too much meat on my ass, and a few to many dings to my car. )
I'm working three jobs to support my kids alone, but able to work around the schedules that bind me. I have a wonderful guy, thats so my taste wooing me ( hard but sensual...always a plus for me. I like a guy with his own opinion. Keeps the fire.) AND I feel like I'm growing.
Growing to me means change. Change means (aquarian remember) peace. For the better. Clean house. Happy kids. The bills are gonna be paid. I'm gaining new friends. Getting back to my roots ( nature shiznit{ earth, rock,metal
). And feeling like I'm proving the people who judged me so long ago that I threw my life away.....that they are so wrong. Because really I feel like they were the ones missing out. I was living by the moment which caused some tirbulation, but in the long run. I have much more than they.
I have risen above the pain and thoughts of tossing aside my responsabilities, or even giving up on Eric when he was at his worse.
I have watched friends and lovers die before my eyes, but not in vain. For I have learned.
It seems as though I have risen amongst those past my age. I feel nowhere near twentythree. I feel... I out grew that cage.
A long hard road I think it not, though other look on it as shambles. I want to thing it is alot, to feel as though I'm humble.
That is all. You had a peek.
I can't even beileve I shared it. I not even sure anyone will read the whole thing....but who cares? If the fact its released...done carrying it.
@-}--Tasha
So tell me this....
1. Who/What is in your CD player right now?
2. Would/would you like to consider yourself a significant other?
3. List 4 items of your favorite attire (they don't have to match).
4.Whats your biggest fantasy???(sexual or not)
5. If you could move anywhere...where would you go???
6. Discribe your ideal house.( inside and/or out.)
7. If you could date a rockstar..who would it be?
8. Name the most frightening time in your life.
9. Name the most happiest/exciting time in your life.
10. Name one unique body mod you might like to have or see.
I'll share my answers later.
BTW. Good thing the new job isn't drug testing me.
I slipped up this weekend and smoked at a VIP party.
Then again the next day when an old friend showed up at my door....waving it in my face.
Then once more...or twice. With pills up my nose.
I don't feel that depressed anymore, so I don't have much of an excuse.
But I had been good for a long time, and it seem to no longer to be a need, just a perk that comes around every once in a while.
Plus it was all free. (which is always good.)
Plus, I keep thinking....
I'm finally getting my life back straightened out.
I feel good about every thing(Except too much meat on my ass, and a few to many dings to my car. )
I'm working three jobs to support my kids alone, but able to work around the schedules that bind me. I have a wonderful guy, thats so my taste wooing me ( hard but sensual...always a plus for me. I like a guy with his own opinion. Keeps the fire.) AND I feel like I'm growing.
Growing to me means change. Change means (aquarian remember) peace. For the better. Clean house. Happy kids. The bills are gonna be paid. I'm gaining new friends. Getting back to my roots ( nature shiznit{ earth, rock,metal
). And feeling like I'm proving the people who judged me so long ago that I threw my life away.....that they are so wrong. Because really I feel like they were the ones missing out. I was living by the moment which caused some tirbulation, but in the long run. I have much more than they.
I have risen above the pain and thoughts of tossing aside my responsabilities, or even giving up on Eric when he was at his worse.
I have watched friends and lovers die before my eyes, but not in vain. For I have learned.
It seems as though I have risen amongst those past my age. I feel nowhere near twentythree. I feel... I out grew that cage.
A long hard road I think it not, though other look on it as shambles. I want to thing it is alot, to feel as though I'm humble.
That is all. You had a peek.
I can't even beileve I shared it. I not even sure anyone will read the whole thing....but who cares? If the fact its released...done carrying it.
@-}--Tasha
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So tell me this.... here my answers
1. Who/What is in your CD player right now? (hed)pe / single from My Chemical Romance: Helana
2. Would/would you like to consider yourself a significant other? Yep, I am pretty sure I am considered a significant other now
3. List 4 items of your favorite attire (they don't have to match). Hmmm, tech shorts to show of my awesome calves lol
4.Whats your biggest fantasy???(sexual or not) biggest fantasy. Have to get back to you on that one
5. If you could move anywhere...where would you go??? Phoenix Arizona or San Diego California
6. Discribe your ideal house.( inside and/or out.) Id say take all the coolest elements of the houses on MTVs cribs and cram it into one house that would be ideal
7. If you could date a rockstar..who would it be? Haha misread this question at first was about to say the lead singer of sevendust but my actual answer would be hmmm prolly Gwen Stefani really like her new cd .. love all her old stuff and hey shes hawt
8. Name the most frightening time in your life. Scariest things that have happened to family members that freaked me out were my dad almost getting shot in the head and my mom going through breast cancer scariest moment for me was prolly me falling off my bike head first not so much the impact or the blood just that pure moment of helplessness when my chain slipped and flew into the street heh pretty sure I freaked some people out that dayblood pouring from my hands and my left temple and my poor poor oakleys
9. Name the most happiest/exciting time in your life. Hmm happiest would have to be with my current gf dont think Ive ever let my self be this happy before
10. Name one unique body mod you might like to have or see hmmm I would want to get some kind of tattoo or something not that much into piercings so def a tat.. prolly something on my arm in Japanese maybe I know its over done but I like the language and the characters
[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 5:56PM]