derelict

After three yrs.
...I'm single again.
I'm so ready to go les. at least I know, how to please a woman. at least, i know she, cAN'T GO WRONG...

my heart is filled with so much anger,
I know my soul won't lead me wrong.
it might just be my wiccan irshish.
it might just be my life lived song.
I ...
I will not fill this in, for public.
I'll write in cord alone. (sorry all)

(ten mins pass)

I will say this.
I'm hurt.
three years wasted.
if it wasn't for my two boys, I'm not sure where I'd be. I even called my parents two mins ago (12:18am)
I never do that.
just know, friends are more than apreciated at this time.

I;m going back to the 'silliness' boards to drain, and then fall asleep for now.... I'll recoop tomorrow.


I need a life changing experience, and fast.