im done doing what ive been doing in life.
Ive been nothing but a leech.
Im doing it right.
I dont know how.
Im not sure what im supposed to do.
But im going to do it.
focus on what matters: school, friends, family, making rent, and most of all; being who i am.
just gotta figure that out first.
Ive been nothing but a leech.
Im doing it right.
I dont know how.
Im not sure what im supposed to do.
But im going to do it.
focus on what matters: school, friends, family, making rent, and most of all; being who i am.
just gotta figure that out first.
10eisha:
good luck darling.
okay okay okay.
No i didnt cheat on morgan. but i g uess when you sign out of sg it still leaves your blog up...and well. she read it. i guess i just fucked up. So here goes the long ass explanation:
Alright so the past few gf's i have had i havejust taken on their personality to make them like me, and told them...
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No i didnt cheat on morgan. but i g uess when you sign out of sg it still leaves your blog up...and well. she read it. i guess i just fucked up. So here goes the long ass explanation:
Alright so the past few gf's i have had i havejust taken on their personality to make them like me, and told them...
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alright. internet still isnt up.
idk whats going on with the lady friend. I still like her and care about her, but shes being real distant and its hard to handle. I dont know if she thinks i dont want to be with her, or if shes just trying to get me to break up with her. stupid games.
plus i met a nice lady...
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idk whats going on with the lady friend. I still like her and care about her, but shes being real distant and its hard to handle. I dont know if she thinks i dont want to be with her, or if shes just trying to get me to break up with her. stupid games.
plus i met a nice lady...
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doxie:
... you have a girlfriend... why aren't you trying to fix things with her? Instead you're seeing a movie with a hot lady and you have "expectations" from this outing? That's not very nice... at all. You should break up with her if you're going to cheat on her.
10eisha:
hmmm, well this post has a mighty different feel than the last...
You should just be straight up with your girlfriend. Ask her what is going on...you were madly in love with her a week ago...so madly in love that you were going to ask her to marry you!! How could this have all changed so quickly?
Does your girl know about this movie date? Cause ill tell you what, i would be pissed off something fierce if i were her. Wouldn't you?
I think it sounds like things got too intense for the both of you and now your both finding ways to put up walls....
You should just be straight up with your girlfriend. Ask her what is going on...you were madly in love with her a week ago...so madly in love that you were going to ask her to marry you!! How could this have all changed so quickly?
Does your girl know about this movie date? Cause ill tell you what, i would be pissed off something fierce if i were her. Wouldn't you?
I think it sounds like things got too intense for the both of you and now your both finding ways to put up walls....
Well im soon to get a cat. Im excited, I was looking at a devon rex that is deaf...but I dont know yet.
Im done with summer school!!!! YAY!!!! thank god....now 2 weeks and real school starts. yuck. but at least then ill have a job.
Im going to ask my mom for one of her old necklaces to melt down and take the diamonds...
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Im done with summer school!!!! YAY!!!! thank god....now 2 weeks and real school starts. yuck. but at least then ill have a job.
Im going to ask my mom for one of her old necklaces to melt down and take the diamonds...
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10eisha:
holy shit dude...engagement eh?
brave young soul you are
brave young soul you are
10eisha:
well my only advice is that you have the rest of your life...no point in rushing into decisions....Cause the rest of your life is a pretty damn long time.
alright. so it seems that verizon tech support hires people that dont know a goddamn thing about computers.
i just need the actual setting for my modem, ATM settings, DNS, IP config, all that stuff. apparently noone i have talked to knows what any of that means.
goddamn outsourcing.
anyway, its a lazy day with the gf today.
and its about a gillion bazillion degrees...
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i just need the actual setting for my modem, ATM settings, DNS, IP config, all that stuff. apparently noone i have talked to knows what any of that means.
goddamn outsourcing.
anyway, its a lazy day with the gf today.
and its about a gillion bazillion degrees...
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spekter:
TX says fuck you back, hence the heat. 
dallas:
find them right now. at this second. and scan them or whatever you do.!
internet is up YAAAYYY!!!!
and...morgan got her Atari 7800 and her super nintendo and brought it over, i hooked them up, as well as my sega genesis, ps2, NES and dreamcast. all i need now is an n64.
god im a nerd.
more good news: i found all my savings bonds, which will be about an extra 500 or so, which im supposed to use...
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and...morgan got her Atari 7800 and her super nintendo and brought it over, i hooked them up, as well as my sega genesis, ps2, NES and dreamcast. all i need now is an n64.
god im a nerd.
more good news: i found all my savings bonds, which will be about an extra 500 or so, which im supposed to use...
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doxie:
Neeeerd!
august 10th. internet will be back up.
Internet at my place still isnt working. SUCKS.
Went out to the bars with adam and the lady friend.
Drank waaaaaay too much. Thats what happens when it gets to be liquor time.
oh well. Anyway, thats really it for now, im moved in, lifes good so far.
Went out to the bars with adam and the lady friend.
Drank waaaaaay too much. Thats what happens when it gets to be liquor time.
oh well. Anyway, thats really it for now, im moved in, lifes good so far.
dallas:
oh i know the feeling of drinking way too much.
i feel like a trainwreck right now.
i feel like a trainwreck right now.
dallas:
egh. right now. i wish that i didn't exist. =(
having to use my gfs internet sucks.
i need it at my house! oh well.
she made me seattle in her room since we didnt get to go. it was awesome. then we stayed up all night playing ps2.
i got blood blisters on the holes to my transverses aftr stretching my lobes to 0's. i may have to take out the transverses. we will...
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i need it at my house! oh well.
she made me seattle in her room since we didnt get to go. it was awesome. then we stayed up all night playing ps2.
i got blood blisters on the holes to my transverses aftr stretching my lobes to 0's. i may have to take out the transverses. we will...
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dallas:
have fun with your friend from kansas.
dont' worry, i won't eat raw chicken. hell i don't eat meat. i shouldn't have a problem with that.
dont' worry, i won't eat raw chicken. hell i don't eat meat. i shouldn't have a problem with that.
10eisha:
unpacking is way more fun than packing isn't it?
I have just a few boxes coming via mail....most of them have the cool stuff like decorations....
I am still in need of some stuff like furniture....
I have just a few boxes coming via mail....most of them have the cool stuff like decorations....
I am still in need of some stuff like furniture....
and I'm soaked and I'm soiled and brown
In the trousers, she kissed me
And I only bought her one round!
I love that pic