okay okay okay.
No i didnt cheat on morgan. but i g uess when you sign out of sg it still leaves your blog up...and well. she read it. i guess i just fucked up. So here goes the long ass explanation:
Alright so the past few gf's i have had i havejust taken on their personality to make them like me, and told them i liked them. Then when i decided I didnt like who that person was or who i was being, I just left. I know. Its a dick thing to do. I know all about it. So I guess I did the same thing to morgan. The thing is, she called me out on it. She just like talked to me about it, meanly at first, for good reasons, then she said she would help me. I figured out that I never really got a chance to really grow up on my own and figure out who i was and what i wanted to be. So, i just leeched on to others and tried out their personality. I have always been the guy that everyone gets along with, i very rarely have enemies and i dont get in fights. Ive basically just been letting people walk all over me. So basically yesterday I spent all day bawling to morgan about it, and shes a fucking saint. Granted I dicked her over and everything, she still listened and talked to me about it. I feel alot better, and I decided that Im not doing it anymore. I am what I am, if you dont like it, then fuck you. Im still working through it though and I have a long way to go. Im actually going to talk to my dad or at least write him a letter and tell him alot of things about the shit hes put me through and how its affected me. Im going to write to my exes and tell them sorry. I know none of them do, but if the girls who I have dicked over had SG I would tell them I am so sorry for what i did, honestly, and I wish them the best. Well. Thats enough saturday morning TV special for me for one day. After feeling like shit all day I did eventually go out with that melissa chick.
It was good. I didnt lie to her once, I told the truth about everything, I even told her about what I was going through. She was totally cool about it. Let me in to her world told me some stuff. It was good.
and....SNAKES ON A PLANE WAS FUCKING AMAZING. if there was a button for capital period, i would put it.
No i didnt cheat on morgan. but i g uess when you sign out of sg it still leaves your blog up...and well. she read it. i guess i just fucked up. So here goes the long ass explanation:
Alright so the past few gf's i have had i havejust taken on their personality to make them like me, and told them i liked them. Then when i decided I didnt like who that person was or who i was being, I just left. I know. Its a dick thing to do. I know all about it. So I guess I did the same thing to morgan. The thing is, she called me out on it. She just like talked to me about it, meanly at first, for good reasons, then she said she would help me. I figured out that I never really got a chance to really grow up on my own and figure out who i was and what i wanted to be. So, i just leeched on to others and tried out their personality. I have always been the guy that everyone gets along with, i very rarely have enemies and i dont get in fights. Ive basically just been letting people walk all over me. So basically yesterday I spent all day bawling to morgan about it, and shes a fucking saint. Granted I dicked her over and everything, she still listened and talked to me about it. I feel alot better, and I decided that Im not doing it anymore. I am what I am, if you dont like it, then fuck you. Im still working through it though and I have a long way to go. Im actually going to talk to my dad or at least write him a letter and tell him alot of things about the shit hes put me through and how its affected me. Im going to write to my exes and tell them sorry. I know none of them do, but if the girls who I have dicked over had SG I would tell them I am so sorry for what i did, honestly, and I wish them the best. Well. Thats enough saturday morning TV special for me for one day. After feeling like shit all day I did eventually go out with that melissa chick.
It was good. I didnt lie to her once, I told the truth about everything, I even told her about what I was going through. She was totally cool about it. Let me in to her world told me some stuff. It was good.
and....SNAKES ON A PLANE WAS FUCKING AMAZING. if there was a button for capital period, i would put it.