I FUCKING HATE MEN
there is this guy ive been drooling over for about 2 maybe 3 years
He used to work at this cd store, id go in and look through the cds just so i could see him
well he ended up DJing a party i worked for, and we ended up hanging out at the after party.
well he came home with me needless to say what happened.
turns out he has a girlfriend
he told me he is unhappy with her shes unhappy with him, shes about to move away they fight all the time.
well after that night my phone got cut off cause i cant afford to pay the 367 dollars to get it turned back on. well for a week he was calling ym work trying to get ahold of me. and my manager didnt tell me till way later.
one night i go to my car to get something and theres a note on it. its his number and him telling me to call him.
he came over and spent the night. no sex, just cuddling and talking.
well last night i went to his house and stayed the night. we talked. i told him i didnt want to be the girl on the side, if hes unhappy then he should leave his girl. because i really really like him.
he said that he couldnt just leave her, that i wouldnt be the girl on the side forever. that theyd eventually break up but he wont just leave her for me.
he would rather sit there and cheat on her, and stay in a realationship where he is miserable. where she is miserable.
i think that i just wont talk to him anymore
im not going to be hurt.
im done with heartbreak.
on the bright side, i now have pretty pink hurrr.
and a sweet as palm tattoo
oh and last night i got so shit faced i puked my guts up
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pictures before my hair change
and after ther hair change. sorry guys no makeups. its to early for makeup
there is this guy ive been drooling over for about 2 maybe 3 years
He used to work at this cd store, id go in and look through the cds just so i could see him
well he ended up DJing a party i worked for, and we ended up hanging out at the after party.
well he came home with me needless to say what happened.
turns out he has a girlfriend
he told me he is unhappy with her shes unhappy with him, shes about to move away they fight all the time.
well after that night my phone got cut off cause i cant afford to pay the 367 dollars to get it turned back on. well for a week he was calling ym work trying to get ahold of me. and my manager didnt tell me till way later.
one night i go to my car to get something and theres a note on it. its his number and him telling me to call him.
he came over and spent the night. no sex, just cuddling and talking.
well last night i went to his house and stayed the night. we talked. i told him i didnt want to be the girl on the side, if hes unhappy then he should leave his girl. because i really really like him.
he said that he couldnt just leave her, that i wouldnt be the girl on the side forever. that theyd eventually break up but he wont just leave her for me.
he would rather sit there and cheat on her, and stay in a realationship where he is miserable. where she is miserable.
i think that i just wont talk to him anymore
im not going to be hurt.
im done with heartbreak.
on the bright side, i now have pretty pink hurrr.
and a sweet as palm tattoo
oh and last night i got so shit faced i puked my guts up
::edit::
pictures before my hair change
and after ther hair change. sorry guys no makeups. its to early for makeup
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Second of all, this guy sounds like a waste of time, to me. You seem like a girl with a good head on her shoulders (as you can already see through his "in time I'll break it off"), and I'm sure you can find a guy to appreciate you for the wonderful person you are, in public and in private, not only in secret.
Boys can be so idiotic sometimes. Ugh.
You are beautiful sweetie.
Um...sorry if I ever did anytrhing to make you hate guys!
Take care sweetie.