Tuesday Sep 18, 2007

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ending


falling


empty



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how the fuck can i feel so fucking empty. Im sick of this, and now i am back into all my old ways of everything


IM FUCKING UP
im completly fucked

and now i dont care


atleast ill go out like a rockstar

hahahahhaha



fucked


and i have dicovered something that causes 30 seconds of pure happiness


whipits remind me of the happyness ive never had

ive probably lost most my brain cells this past week. hahaha
ticktockman:
I never thought rockstars went out all that great -- usually curled up fetal-style in pools of their own vomit. They usually looked great the day before, though, so go for that! I'm no authority, but it seems to me that living every day like a rockstar's second to last would work just fine. One way or another, I hope things get better for you. Cheers,

-TTm
campusninja:
I'm sure you still have most of your brain cells since you remember the weekend. I have had a few nights I don't remember all to clear or at all. thats when you know you may be partying to hard. Just don't go to far I would hate to see something happen to you. Life may suck but it does have its moments of when it gets better. its all about not giving up and pushing through I am sure you will find something to fill the emptiness and make you happy just don't give up.

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