derangel

ITS MY BIRTHDAY....WOOHOO!!!

a blah kind of day....tomorrow should be better i hope!!!

wonders why people get a chance to meet you but choose not to cuz it's not the way they think they should meet you for the first time??

it's time to put back up the walls...i never should have put them down!! It has made me weak!! I hate that my feelings and opinions don't matter...i need to keep them to myself!! This will make things easier..

not really liking Would you have sex with the person above you?!!!!

GOT SOME THINGS MOVED AROUND IN THE HOUSE...LOOKS BETTER AND GETTING READY STUFF FOR THE BABY..WATCHING A GLEE MARATHON.

I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY...AT LEAST MORE THEN HE WAS IN THE PAST!! I TRY SO HARD TO FIND A GOOD BALANCE FOR HIM THAT I JUST END UP MAKING HIM MAD EVENTUALLY...I LOVE HIM MORE THEN HE WILL EVER KNOW...I KNOW HE WANTS TO CUT AND I THINK IT WILL DO HIM GOOD..IF IT's NOT TO DEEP!!! IT' S TIME TO GET THE...
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I miss the fun and aggressive sex....the one big down fall of being 28 weeks pregnant!! I hate feeling like a huge hippo..not that I'm super big but my stomach is...its almost february and I have the winter blahs and being pg I feel less attractive the bigger I get.

saw the baby again yesterday..she gets bigger with every ultrasound!!! she was throwing up a peace sign, which just cracked me up...and had a great reaction from her dad...lol....i cant wait till she is here...and when she gets here the snow should be gone...woohoo... two great things at one time!!!

joshua did an awesome job on the baby shower announcement.....they are one of a kind that for sure...i cant wait to see the birth announcements!!!

cant wait its almost HALLOWEEN WEEKEND!!! best time of the year!!!