don't know how to start this but here goes......
on tuesday of this week i got up early to take my mom to the hospital for a stress test (where they speed up your heart to see what it does). well, she almost had a heart attack.
i was in the waiting room for about an hour and a half waiting for her when the nurse came and got me. she then told me my mother had some problems with the test and didn't feel so well and was resting in the room. i walked in the room to see the fear in her eyes and it almost make me break into tears.
it seems the lower chamber of her heart doesn't beat right when her heart rate goes up and they gave her some meds. that should fix her problem. she was fine for a few days but today she started to have some pains again, which scares the hell out of me.
i had a talk with her about it afterward only to find out that she has been having this problem for awhile now and didn't want to say anything to me about it so not to worry me. but no matter what it does!
she had this test done because she is going to have gastric bypass surgery in a month or so and they wanted to make sure her ticker was up to it. she has been overweight for much of her life and was diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS) years ago. but the problem with her heart does not stem from any of that and the doctor said beside the skipping/off beat of her heart, it is very healthy.
everyday i talk to her,it's been like that for years, and she lives only miles from me and i see her all the time. if something were to go wrong in surgery or with her heart besides that and the worst would happen i think that i may go off the deep end. if you want to call me a mamas boy go ahead, but i love her with all my heart and she brought me and my brother up all by herself and did everything she could for us.
well this is the most personal thing i have ever put up here, please whatever god or deity you worship please include good thing for her in your prayers.
jammin' out to some Chinese Happy thanks to GenghisKhan
on tuesday of this week i got up early to take my mom to the hospital for a stress test (where they speed up your heart to see what it does). well, she almost had a heart attack.
i was in the waiting room for about an hour and a half waiting for her when the nurse came and got me. she then told me my mother had some problems with the test and didn't feel so well and was resting in the room. i walked in the room to see the fear in her eyes and it almost make me break into tears.
it seems the lower chamber of her heart doesn't beat right when her heart rate goes up and they gave her some meds. that should fix her problem. she was fine for a few days but today she started to have some pains again, which scares the hell out of me.
i had a talk with her about it afterward only to find out that she has been having this problem for awhile now and didn't want to say anything to me about it so not to worry me. but no matter what it does!
she had this test done because she is going to have gastric bypass surgery in a month or so and they wanted to make sure her ticker was up to it. she has been overweight for much of her life and was diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS) years ago. but the problem with her heart does not stem from any of that and the doctor said beside the skipping/off beat of her heart, it is very healthy.
everyday i talk to her,it's been like that for years, and she lives only miles from me and i see her all the time. if something were to go wrong in surgery or with her heart besides that and the worst would happen i think that i may go off the deep end. if you want to call me a mamas boy go ahead, but i love her with all my heart and she brought me and my brother up all by herself and did everything she could for us.
well this is the most personal thing i have ever put up here, please whatever god or deity you worship please include good thing for her in your prayers.
jammin' out to some Chinese Happy thanks to GenghisKhan
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It's a fine thing to have love for your family.
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