demonwolf

I'm done with relationships. Desired it all through college and after, then managed the bliss of a significant other for a couple years. Now that's come to an end and my few forays back to Bumble have been worthless with few matches and those few matches ghost unmatching fast.

I'm my best company again, but with more appreciation than before. And with a few differences...
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Damage reports now incoming from the fires, and just as bad as I lamented yesterday. California gets all the national+ news yet we can get hit just as bad.

Local news report on several towns: https://kval.com/news/local/it-appears-that-the-communities-of-blue-river-and-vida-are-a-total-loss

In addition to this at least 4 of our major towns along the Interstate are semi-threatened or having outlying areas evaced as well. These are the cities with between...
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My state is on fire.

It has been end-of-day twilight since the sun rose today because of smoke blown in last night. The winds are from the east, which during summer on the USA West Coast (Oregon specifically) happens only a few times each CENTURY. Dry wind with dry smoke and ash on top of already tinder-dry conditions... hell has arrived.

Every 15 minutes for
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So I just realized I hadn't heard anything from one of my favorite SGs, @pulp. In checking her page I saw what I feared most: a to and from date under her name. While I knew she was being less active due to personal troubles... this feels like a blow. Yet another "casualty" of 2020. I know this doesn't mean she is actually gone, but...
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There really needs to be a reroute feature for name changes when models go from hopeful to SG. I'm sick of not knowing who became who in the changeover.

Additionally, there should be something better than "404 not found" when a hopeful deletes her profile.

Well... today brought some news I never ever wanted to hear: breast cancer for my mom, round 2. Its been 25 years since the last instance so this is a brand new occurrence at least and not a recurrence. Even so... one of my first memories in life is visiting her in the hospital after surgery to remove the cancer and her breast. Now the...
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I've finally swung to agree with something others have been saying lately. That is the change in the feelings and culture surrounding SG. Several of my favorite models have left/been archived due to interpersonal conflicts. I'm very sad to see this kind of spat crap here, especially since it is hurting many otherwise promising and wonderful people.

And I don't get why people have to...
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V for Vendetta is an amazingly powerful movie. The messages about fear are particularly strong.

"We need to remind the people why they need us!" -Chancellor Suttler

"The ultimate goal was the fear..." -V as Rookwood

So much of the media and actions these days are focused around using fear as a motivator. "Be afraid of guns; be afraid of gays; be afraid of x...
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I recently saw a new hopeful set by @shytodiefor that just blew me away. The beauty, the elegance, the setting... everything combined perfectly. So go check her out!

https://www.suicidegirls.com/members/shytodiefor/album/3799339/railroad-honey/

28 times around the sun I have been now. And life pulls its tricks again and again. Things change and stay the same. Life continues on.

I'm not one for making speeches or doing big celebrations around a birthday. Usually take it as time to reflect. And so much accomplished, so much still to do.