As things continue in my life, I'm now accepting I am a male dominant Greygender. For those who don't know greygender defines as:
"a gender in which one identifies partially outside the gender binary and has a strong ambivalence about one's gender identity and/or gender expression. One feels that one has a gender/genders, as well as a natural inclination or desire to express said gender(s), but it’s weak and/or somewhat indeterminate/indefinable, or one doesn't feel it most of the time, or one is just not that invested in it. One is not entirely without a gender, or without a gender expression, but one does not feel that one is entirely "with" it either."
Fits as I am much less aggressive than a typical male, more in line with the feminine for how I deal with things. Yet at the same time I like fast cars with big engines; and even within that like the quiet refinement. I have also always liked flowing things. Cloaks, skirts, dresses, hair... I like doing fingernail paint/polish but hate long nails. It goes on. I feel meh about a lot, and largely have little sex drive. Yet I still appreciate the magnificent diversity of human forms. Part of what has led me to be a Suicide Girls member and supporter.
Always knew I had an LGBTQ+ affinity, and best of all I feel much more at peace with acknowledging this recently.