So I need to let out some steam.
If you do not want to listen to me rant, by all means, move along
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Ive been moody lately, Im not sure why.
I feel sad atleast once a day and it brings me down.
Ive been locked up in my room for the past two weeks because of a surprise visit from my Uncle [who's having family problems at home]. He showed up unannounced and now he's unpacked with no intentions of leaving soon. OH! and..He invited his friend down who is staying in the basement. I stay in my room. Its an inconvenience and Im getting annoyed.
When I dont occupy my time I start to think maybe I did the wrong thing breaking up with the ex. I know it was the best thing to do, but I get these urges to talk to him. I need to fill my time so I dont give in.
I think he got myspace and plastered pictures of him and his new hoe making out just to piss me off.
I need to work out.
I need to do something with my hair.
Ive had a few anxiety attacks in the last couple weeks.
I slept with a good friend and now he acts so weird with me.
I dont like myself sometimes.
Ive sent in my application for the University in Texas.
I pray everyday I get accepted.
My phone bill is through the roof.
Im getting used to working full time.
I love my family, and I wish I didnt treat them so badly in the past.
My brothers are awesome.
My moods are unpredictable.
Its snowing. Im cold.
bah.
..on a lighter note
Ive been playing with photoshop and here's what Ive come up with
oh and here's some pictures you might enjoy.
My friend dragged me out while it was snowing, to this little man made island at the college behind our houses, with a bottle of wine, to bitch about life
Everyday is saturday night, but I cant wait for sunday morning.
xo
Dana
Its ok to rant, it does you good to get things down on paper
Hope you begin to feel better soon
I hope your feeling better today.