demonic420

I need to get high........

Another day another dream
Feels more like a nightmare,
Everything isn't as what it seems,
No one cares no one wouldn't dare.

Sitting in the dark all alone,
Just thinking of you, your all I want to hold.
The beauty in your eyes,
Hurts more when they were nothing but lies.

I would walk through heavy rain an snow,
Through scorching heat and blistering cold...
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Do you ever feel like taken your knife and slowly cutting all the costomers that?
I sharpen my knife starring at one table or one person, it's awesome when they look back at you weird haha.

Happy Friday the 13th.
Only bad news for me today is I think I'm single again. Wish sucks under whats been happening.

But it being Friday the 13th in all, it brightens up my day. Gonna have a marathon tonight of watching Jason. Enjoy your days SG and friends.

Today was a good day, after 3 days of searching with no luck. I finally got my high after work. Feeling better than the pass few days. Still up pretty late. Still learning new tricks on my IPad and trying to figure out hownto upload photos, having a hard time but I will get it some day....hopefully

How do you care and love someone so much but in the end it's like they don't show the same affection. Does that mean they don't feel the same? All I want is to spend more time together, but over the years it seems were drifting apart.

Or is it yourself that changed? After all that has happened, am I the one that feels different...
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Can't seem to fall asleep now a days. Does it suck to wish for something but not want it in the end?.......

Today's just on of this days you want to kick back and smoke all your anger and pain away. So much shit going through my head, I can't wait to get paid get some bomb ass weed and relax the rest of the day. Jamming out to Big B right now, it's helping calm my demons hahaha

Today at work was interesting, a coworker that I like to look at asked to use my phone and I received a texted from a friend and she read it. Before she asked I had just asked a friend what kinda underwear she was wearing. My coworker read the text and gave a weird look, like I was a perv....she was wrong haha. Then later...
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Busy long today. Almost couldn't take, good thing I took my med feels good to relax haha