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demonic420

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Wednesday Oct 17, 2012

Oct 16, 2012
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What's going everyone biggrin

Things have been tough and rough the pass week. I almost lost it, shit was crazy. But I'm feeling better now. I still can't sleep. I'm thinking of see the doc in a few days and talk about that. I really need some sleep. It's getting to me. Been like this for a year and a half.

Today was interesting. I would really like an answer to this question. I would post it in a group but lately the only group I get responses on is "This or That" it kinda sucks haha sorry. Ok.
Question: Ladies, when your working next to a co worker. How close do you get? Reason why, I don't want to sound creepy. I love the female form, I respect them with all my heart unless their just straight up bitches then they need a nice back hand. I never and never will hit a female. At work I cook with Heather, I have a crush on her and think she's hot, so is Aretha. She's another reason why. I am training Aretha to cook cause she next in line for management. When I show either one something or their showing me something. They get so close that I try to lean away or take a step back, but they still come closer. I can feel their boobs rub against my arm. I twitch like I already knew that was going to happen. When I look at them to say sorry, like the 10th time and gave up after that, they seem like nothing happen. It's like I want to say "hey, your boobs keep touching my arm" but I like it blush is that wrong?

Relationship related

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I hate texting my ex. But I have no one to talk to. I try but don't know if it's me or what. It stops after the 4-5 text. Like no matter who I text, long and new friend, some times no reply at all. I'm not seeking pity or anything just saying it sucks. My ex is the only one that texts back. We end up talking about what happen between us, right now it seems like it'll work yet again, but feels like it's over. I'm already moving on, I hope...i mean I am. I still want to be friends with her but not right now. She's moving away because we both thought were drifting apart. When she went back to her ex I fought to get her back, it didn't work. I was heartbroken. I was planning to move away....well start something with my ex at the time. Then she found out and started wanting me back. Stupid me I went for it. I took her back and I don't know why. When we were together she asked if I would give her a second chance if she cheated. I said no. But I went against that. I regret that.


I'm just trying to get out of that hole. I hope I do, so far it's slow.

Music Related

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If you heard of Twiztid then you know about the new album coming out Oct 22nd. I download the single Bad Side and it blows my mind. I've been into the wicked shit since Mostasteless came out. With ICP since The 4th Jokers Card, TheGreatMelinko. I can relate to them in so many ways, it's weird when that happens huh haha. In This Moment is coming on the 20th. It sucks I'm going to miss it. Straight Line Stitch is coming a few days after that I'm hoping I get to see that show.
Bands I saw live:
Of course Insane Clown Posse
Twiztid
Blaze Ya Dead HomieAnybody Killa
Kottonmouth Kings
Tech N9ne
Danzig
Straight Line Stitch
Slipknot
Boondox
Zug Izland
Dope
Wayne Static
Mushroomhead
Soil
The Casualties
Hollywood Undead
That's all I can think of now. biggrin


Gotta love music love

Weight Related

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I lose 3 lbs, I know it's not that much but it's a start for me a I feel good. Need to work on more. Pass couple of days I've been drinking water water water and water. Juice and soda here and there. My apatite has changed, I only eat after work. That's like one meal a day. The rest of the day I'm just not hungry. It's not what I'm planning I just think that's helping me in away. I may have lose more I just didn't weight myself at the beginning of when I started. Now I have a weight number to start. Wish me luck biggrin



ok i think that's enough for now.
Stay beautiful ladies love

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