demonic420

Today is a new day, I know what I have to do now. Ever notice how certain music just goes with your life and exactly what your going through and how you feel. I'm glad I have my music. My ex is starting to text me again...it's hard trying to be a friend when you can't talk about things you use to. Like she sends smiles in her text and I can see her. And right now I kinda don't want to, she asked if she could stop by to see me before she moves and I said no. Feel good and bad about it, I just need to move on myself. Were better off apart cause I always felt like in was holding her back. Back pain is still hurting me like crazy, I didn't want to miss out on work caus least week I put in a lot of hours. And this week it's still at 0 hours, with 4 days left in the week. Why do I get shy when beautiful women are around me. I don't know what to say because I like eyes, and when you have to stare into them talking I get lose like.....wow haha. I went to the hospital the other day and the nurses had pretty eyes. They took my blood pressure and it as high. They had to take it twice and a third time manually haha. I know why it was high, what can I say they were....nice .

When to a Boondox show last night, that did help my back at all. It's more in pain. Thank you doc for giving me till Monday off. Saved my life haha. The show was awesome, I feel great after that. It's almost like that's what I needed. Only thing I'm not getting is sex, now that would really bring my stress level down. I'm looking more for oral, any advice how I can point that out if anything happens? Just curious if not that's kool I'll pull a bunny out of my hat. Gonna kook me some late breakfast now, to those I message, sorry for random stuff sometimes. I get carried away sometimes hahaha.

Peace out