Tuesday May 13, 2003

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Life's sad when you download porn all day, every day and organize it by category

skull
clara:
Or maybe it's happy because you always know where to find your porn.
smile
racer_x:
are you going to The Cramps tonite...?...Trocadero doors at 7pm...i don't know if it's sold out,but we may have a extra ticket...

Monday May 05, 2003

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Just how long are these moments where you're searching for what the hell you're supposed to do with your life supposed to last? And how does one go about setting the gears in motion if they do decide?

It seems like it's been years since I started this pattern of "I wanna do something with my life" every two months or so. Lately I guess...
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soeffinhappy:
Why are you so worried about things like that man? Some people just don't stick with things for extended periods of time. There's nothing wrong with that, just know it about yourself. Life isn't a race or a contest, you've got plenty of time to do the things you want to do and plenty of time to find out how you want to live it. In the meantime just keep yourself happy.
demoniacsmile:
You seem not to understand that every day, I litterally sit at the computer all day long. I would like to keep myself productive but I cannot motivate myself to actually go and do these things. Thus is my problem. I cannot just be happy because I have nothing to be happy about, since I do nothing all day long.

Monday Apr 21, 2003

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Why does it seem like everyone had such an amazing weekend?

This weekend I did:

Friday: I had Physical Therapy in the morning for an hour. I came home and got on the computer. I stayed on the computer until 11:00pm when I went to bed.

Saturday: I got up and got on the computer. I stayed on the computer until 10:30pm when I went...
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barneee:
i worked all weekend...blah. i think i'm working like the next 27out of 28 days. fun stuff, eh? although i do enjoy my work.
savoring the small stuff - beer and pizza for dinner, harmless flirting over counter at blockbuster,
new music...
soeffinhappy:
Hey man it's like the other people are telling you, you need to stop being so down. No one is going to be able to bring you up, you'll only bring them down. And get out more!!! Go see some bands in your area, there's millions of local bands, go support them. Take it easy man.

Tuesday Apr 15, 2003

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What can you possibly say when your soul and heart feel so empty?

But people never read this anyway. Or they don't comment because they "don't know what to say".

It's pointless to tell your feelings to a sheet of web coding. The web coding only passes it along.

skull
clara:
Have you no one to talk to in real life? If not, find someone.
kiss

Friday Apr 11, 2003

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Do you know what it's like for all of society to despise you? To want you dead? To think that you are the lowest form of being on the earth?

I do...and I was born this way

skull
sigh:
i love when im leaving the taco bell with my food and some woman looks straight at me and shakes her head like i totally fucked her life up because i disturbed her view....

bitch lol
noelle:
Hey dude, i was following the Biggest SG Party thread and thought i`d come over and say hi. I don`t know the background, or any of your history but i want to say that i understand how tough it must be. I can`t say i fully understand but i can and will try.
kiss

Wednesday Apr 09, 2003

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Maybe one reason why I like to make new journals all the time is because I want to erase all the posts I made in the past...because I don't like associating past feelings with the ones I have now, or the ones I have no with what things might be like in the future. Because looking over the livejournal I have now, it seems like...
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Friday Mar 21, 2003

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So I'm thinking of maybe starting my journal up here again. If I did would anyone read it? Cause I'm not gonna waste precious finger energy if no one is...

skull
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prudence:
if you came to the [west coast] prom i'd dance with you. can you move your arms? shake your head? blink in time to the music? you don't need to be able to walk to be able to dance.
bakedgoods:
yeah, i'm from THAT particular morrisville, lol. the ghettoest place in bucks county. it's nutty here. it'll be nice to talk to someone local... catEWA@aol.com

Tuesday Dec 24, 2002

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I dont think I'm gonna keep a journal here anymore.

skull
gil:
o.k. MERRY X-MAS!!!
quijybo:
you look older in that picture. smile

Friday Dec 20, 2002

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I've been in the same shitty mood lately. Very cynical, and hating just about everything in my life. Atleast "Angel" heard about my accident and is coming to see me - even excited about it. I couldn't believe it when I heard. Just the chance to see her would be heaven. She has a boyfriend now, but I know I could never be with her...
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Tuesday Dec 10, 2002

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A dream...last night.

*It was twilight. The streets shone orange from the lamplights that ran like a typical perception painting a novice artist might draw. I sat in my wheelchair, head hung as my mom pushed me along the sidewalk. I lifted my head a moment and noticed her standing there. I can't say her real name...we'll say it's Angel. At first I was surprised...I...
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squid_vicious:
I heard something on the radio today that was interesting. Apparently, they're ready to throw out the idea that nerves can't be regenerated. You can listen to it here:

http://www.sciencefriday.com/pages/2002/Dec/hour1_121302.html
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