Shit's not going too well for me lately. It's a mix of shit, maybe, I guess. Just this week I started pissing my pants a lot. Yeah, it sounds weird, but my bladder is starting to come back in terms of functioning I think and now it's coming out on it's own. It has the ability to come out on it's own but I dont have the ability to hold it back yet. It really sucks.
I dont know if it's a time of the month thing (guys have those too...scientificly proven, I think) but I'm back into my "no girls like me and I'm such a fuckup" mood. Sometimes it happens when an occurance triggers it, sometimes it just creeps up on me, but when i'm in this mood I complain far too often. If any of you have seen my "Lonely in PA" thread on the hookups section, you'll realize.
I'd like to thank everyone who replied to my last post and congratulated me. It's good to see people actually care, hehe. That's me complaining again. And for anyone who hasn't been following my posts and is wondering, yes, I broke my neck. I'm paralized from the waist down. C7 shatter, C8 sensation with T1 mobility. That's terms only Spinal Cord Injury patients might understand.
I am not sure what else to say now so I'll leave it at that.
I dont know if it's a time of the month thing (guys have those too...scientificly proven, I think) but I'm back into my "no girls like me and I'm such a fuckup" mood. Sometimes it happens when an occurance triggers it, sometimes it just creeps up on me, but when i'm in this mood I complain far too often. If any of you have seen my "Lonely in PA" thread on the hookups section, you'll realize.
I'd like to thank everyone who replied to my last post and congratulated me. It's good to see people actually care, hehe. That's me complaining again. And for anyone who hasn't been following my posts and is wondering, yes, I broke my neck. I'm paralized from the waist down. C7 shatter, C8 sensation with T1 mobility. That's terms only Spinal Cord Injury patients might understand.
I am not sure what else to say now so I'll leave it at that.
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zeroburritos:
Hey - each day is a challenge, but you're doing awesome 
Keep working, you've even said yourself that things have improved. Think of the first day after all this shit happened, and now realize how far you've come. You are a strong soul and you will make it through this. You will defeat any obstacle in your course. I've got faith in you!
Keep working, you've even said yourself that things have improved. Think of the first day after all this shit happened, and now realize how far you've come. You are a strong soul and you will make it through this. You will defeat any obstacle in your course. I've got faith in you!
sabine:
sorry things suck right now. but i really do think you'll find a girl who will appreciate you. i'm not too good at being patient either..but you really deserve it., so it will happen.