demoniacsmile

So I started school this year, finally. I thought things would seem like they were going up for me but they still seem to be going nowhere. I thought it was bad enough knowing that all my friends who went to college the same year I was supposed to would be a year ahead of me now. And I just talked to a friend who was a year behind me in HS and found out she's going to Ithica now. Ithica! That's like...well I don't know how far but that's pretty far from where I live. For college atleast, seeing as how not many people I know went all that far.

And here I am taking two night classes and two online classes at the local community college. Not to mention that one of my night classes is held at my old Highschool. So it's been a year and a half since I graduated, a year since I was supposed to start college, people I know who were a year behind me are going farther than me and I'm still sitting taking class in my High School.

...and class ended last night about 2 and a half hours early...I couldn't get a hold of my mom to pick me up so I spent two hours outside in the drizzling rain waiting for her. The weather wasn't so bad but it was 10pm before she got there and no one was left at school.

Talk about some kinda made-for-TV movie scene.


My internal functions are failing.