demoniacsmile

Have you ever had a dream where everyone around you are acting in an unnatural way, like zombies or brainwashed...or they are all doing things you feel aren't normal or right? Sometimes I have had those dreams, and there was always one other person who was "awake" or acting in a way unlike the rest of the zombified people. It's always a girl, and I end up realizing in the dream that I like her a whole lot...because she sees the way things are, she sees things naturally and not through blind eyes or controlled actions like everyone else. I wake up every time wishing I could find a girl so intelligent, so awake to the world around her.

Last night I had a dream where I was forced into joining some group. Maybe it was a summer camp, or community group, or something. I really didn't wanna be part of the group, because the activites they did were boring and dumb. I started meeting girls in the group though...one was a cute, slight-pudged black girl (I'm naturally not really attracted to black girls, although now and then one will catch my eye...this girl, however, I liked more for her personality). One was a thin, cute blonde, and the other was a beautiful black haired girl with dark freckles (there was a girl a year behind me in HS who looked a lot like her that I had a huge crush on).

Suddenly, though, I realized that I had started having very close relationships with all these girls...kissing them and holding them, and that neither of the three girls knew I was with the other ones. For some reason the black girl was suddenly out of the picture, as if she was never there...I worried about telling the blonde, but then I ended up staying with the beautiful raven haired girl and we were very happy together.

It seems lately I have been having a lot of dreams where I am with a girl who really, truly likes me...and I like her all the same. Every time I wake up and think that I had lost in the end since it was only a dream. A small part of me thinks maybe there are girls like that out there. Then the majority of me thinks it was all just a dream and that it can only ever be that way.

Do any of you have dreams like that? So many of my dreams lately have been about the perfect girl, or my dream girl, as it were. How do you feel about the dreams afterward? I believe dreams are important and that they have meaning, but what kind of meaning is still beyond me. I think, for now, I just assume they are manifestations of your inner thoughts and desires.