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It's been a while since I have posted. Maybe this one will be long...

I started being able to move my quadracepts (calf muscles, I think) without being in spasm. Basically this means I can straighten the knee of my right leg if I try hard enough. I started outpatient rehab on Delaware Ave., and it's going pretty well. Today, Friday, we had an outing,...
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sabine:
hey there
i was wondering how you are...
writing can be really theraputic (spelling). i dont do much of it anymore due to lack of any extreme emotion. no depression or big love in my life. apathy isn't too inspiring. smile
anyway, happy thanksgiving. a good excuse to do what i always do, eat tons of food and sit around. smile
penelopelee:
FAYGO!! the ONE time i was ever going to go to an ICP show, the chap i was supposed to go with got a STOMACHE ACHE. i think he just wanted to go back to my dorm and makeout though. loooser.

sucks that you're not coming to the pahtay on the morrow. i don't think morgan's coming either though. frown
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Shit's not going too well for me lately. It's a mix of shit, maybe, I guess. Just this week I started pissing my pants a lot. Yeah, it sounds weird, but my bladder is starting to come back in terms of functioning I think and now it's coming out on it's own. It has the ability to come out on it's own but I dont...
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zeroburritos:
Hey - each day is a challenge, but you're doing awesome smile Keep working, you've even said yourself that things have improved. Think of the first day after all this shit happened, and now realize how far you've come. You are a strong soul and you will make it through this. You will defeat any obstacle in your course. I've got faith in you!
sabine:
sorry things suck right now. but i really do think you'll find a girl who will appreciate you. i'm not too good at being patient either..but you really deserve it., so it will happen.
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Well, this coming monday is my one month anniversary of my release from rehabilitation, and my one month "check-up" at the hospital. From there we'll see about my plans in the future, mainly outpatient therapy, probably in downtown Philly.

Recently I just starting moving my knee/lower leg. It only happens during leg spasms, but I can control it, meaning it's not a controled spasm (which...
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sigh:
i wanted to say thanks for representing ICP on the message board. i was a happy little girl to get on here and see that even though i know there would be haters.

its also nice to hear you are doing so well. i dont know you or know the situation but you seem to be strong and have a positive attitude. let me sound all corny and say good for you...

well anyways, i believe thats it from this juggalette
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squid_vicious:
Eek. Did you break your back? How long ago did it happen? I busted T4, T5, and T6 in '99. I could only wiggle my toe back and forth a little when I first got to the hopital. I didn't cut the cord completely (just cut into it a bit). After a ridiculous amount of work and annoyance, I've managed a close to complete recovery.

Here's my advice (not that you asked for it, feel free to tell me to shut up): Whatever, you can move, move it. A lot. Just keep moving you leg as far as you can as often as you can. Try to move it just a bit more or a bit farther every day.
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"First of all, Papa Smurf didn't create Smurfette. Gargamel did. She was sent in as Gargamel's evil spy with the intention of destroying the Smurf village, but the overwhelming goodness of the Smurf way of life transformed her. And as for the whole gang-bang scenario, it just couldn't happen. Smurfs are asexual. They don't even have reproductive organs under those little white pants. That's what's...
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fatelvis5:
I have to agree.

I haven't seen it yet, but now I feel I must.

34 days 'til SGPHILLY smile!
echo:
That is a very good movie.
Do they think that Smurfette's carpet ain't gettin a munchin from the whole Smurf village? That's why she's so happy.
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<img src="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/tests/giantrobot/sonic2.jpg" width="200" height="150"><br><a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/tests/giantrobot/">Which Colossal Death Robot Are <i>You</i>?</a>

Finally! The "Which are you..." survey I have been looking for!
orchid1:
The one that wins.
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So things are getting a little better with homelife. My spasms are calming down. I'm getting more used to getting around the house. One thing, though, my room is pretty messy. I have so many things to organize, and although it would have been easy when I was able to walk, it's hard now because I cannot carry things as easily, and moving around is...
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sabine:
i often get that feeling that i want someone in my life. well, not exactly. that i want someone to love who is in love with me too. i have someone now, i've been seeing for a while, but we're not "together" meaning i could see other people and he could too. yet, we mainly haven't. still, there's no love. affection and caring, but no love. and that's what i'm really longing for. so i'll join you in a *sigh*...but i think we will find our "one" eventually. i just get impatient seeing people who are already there.
i know what you mean about wanting to accomplish so much. i always have things i want to get done, but then i usually don't even start.
i did actually get started on taking my pictures today. i have a long ways to go before an actual set though.
i'll see ya on aim smile
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God. My leg has been shaking nonstop for like an hour now. Damn leg spasms. Thats what I get for being a cripple.

Anyway my friend bought me a pack of Blacks (clove ciggarettes) on Monday and I only have three left now. Before my accident I could go like a month on one pack, but it's been 3 months since I had any and...
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penelopelee:
clark bars were invented in Uniontown, PA! urm, i bet you already knew that. someone told me that yesterday. i also ate like 50 clark bars yesterday. mmmm.... halloween candy.... [end silly comment]
orchid1:
Mwah Ha Ha! Just saying hi.
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So I have been home for one week as of today. I already started Physical Therapy, and nursing comes every now and then to bathe me. Sounds great, I know. ::lethargic look:: For those of you who don't know, I was in an accident this summer that paralyzed me from the waist down. That's why I need all this "jolly" help.

So I started signing...
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orchid1:
I love Magnolia, I don't find many people who really dug it.
You look kind of familiar. But I've never been to Philadelphia....had a friend who lived there....you don't by any chance know a Kassandra do you?
demoniacsmile:
Nope, cannot say that I do
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Check out my livejournal instead...

http://www.livejournal.com/users/mcclarkbar
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demoniacsmile:
Kisses from Morgan and Indistargirl!? I would do anything for that!!

How about everytime I update my LJ I post my update in here too?
zeroburritos:
sg.com journals are cool - it's like...secret thoughts that you can't spill in your livejournal.

course, i shouldn't be talking because i'm a livejournal addict, hehe