Pulling this watch as faces go
Pulling in a word and done it slow this other time
I see your face is silent
Oh, we go away and play
What have you done
Takes a feeling inside us all
Continue out with just one push in my mouth
But you're so close now
And you're so close now
All I have to do is three...
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Pulling in a word and done it slow this other time
I see your face is silent
Oh, we go away and play
What have you done
Takes a feeling inside us all
Continue out with just one push in my mouth
But you're so close now
And you're so close now
All I have to do is three...
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Oh my gods shoot me.
I just took that "amazing" eHarmony.com survey that's like 350 questions and, as they say on the commercials, "proven by scientists over many tests to provide the best possible match between two people:"...
...Yeah...well I spent about half an hour taking this damn survey and then I got this message:
eHarmony.com is based upon a complex matching system developed through...
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I just took that "amazing" eHarmony.com survey that's like 350 questions and, as they say on the commercials, "proven by scientists over many tests to provide the best possible match between two people:"...
...Yeah...well I spent about half an hour taking this damn survey and then I got this message:
eHarmony.com is based upon a complex matching system developed through...
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pocket_puppet:
some of us just don't fit in anywhere.
thankfully, it means we fit in somewhere.
thankfully, it means we fit in somewhere.
demoniacsmile:
Ummm...?
I guess I should be thankful that I don't fit into the definitions set by successful marriages. Cause I don't plan on ever marrying.
I guess I should be thankful that I don't fit into the definitions set by successful marriages. Cause I don't plan on ever marrying.
Woah! A pirate smily! Now my enterage (?? sp?) can be complete!
Zombie
Robut
AND pirate.
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demoniacsmile:
Yay! Beautiful Nadine would love amazing with black and two shades of red. Be sure to take a pic so we can all see!
I'll post that in your journal too so you don't forget!
Zombie robut pirate
I'll post that in your journal too so you don't forget!
Zombie robut pirate
billthebutcher:
i saw your thread started. what do you think of that twiztid? i dont know if i like it or not. its a little too rockin for me. i can see how it could be a contnuation of freekshow.
I just got Marilyn Manson's new CD (The Golden Age of Grotesque).
Does anyone else have it or plan to get it? What do you think?
Does anyone wanna hear a review of it, by yours truly? I actually don't know when it came out, but I know it was recently, so if it's been out long enough for everyone to know all about it,...
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Does anyone else have it or plan to get it? What do you think?
Does anyone wanna hear a review of it, by yours truly? I actually don't know when it came out, but I know it was recently, so if it's been out long enough for everyone to know all about it,...
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eponine:
i wish i had money to buy cds. meh.
somekindofinsane:
manson rocks.. animatrix is better than the matrix movie.. rock on.. 
She would smile a celestial smile
and in her eyes I saw an answer
for every question I ever had
In your soul is a hurricane
and in my heart I can feel it scream
it pierces all that's inside of me
In your mind is a vision so terrible
something so terribly beautiful
something so beautifully real that I cry in my mind
crying...
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and in her eyes I saw an answer
for every question I ever had
In your soul is a hurricane
and in my heart I can feel it scream
it pierces all that's inside of me
In your mind is a vision so terrible
something so terribly beautiful
something so beautifully real that I cry in my mind
crying...
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nadine:
you know, i'm not the poem type, but everyone i have seen on the site in journals i havn't bothered to read, but that was really nice!! 
you suprised me! it was very, very erm whats the word...oh i cant think but definately filled with emotion and feeling of love! bah, i dont know what i'm saying, i liked it anyway!
glad you like my glasses....watch this space...well not this one, but my...oh i cant be arsed! just wait anyhoo!
(sorry i'm tierd!)
you suprised me! it was very, very erm whats the word...oh i cant think but definately filled with emotion and feeling of love! bah, i dont know what i'm saying, i liked it anyway!
glad you like my glasses....watch this space...well not this one, but my...oh i cant be arsed! just wait anyhoo!
(sorry i'm tierd!)
Here's some more of my halucinations, perceptions, and experiences in ICU.
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A little bit after the surgery the doctors wanted to insert a respitory tube into my lungs so that if a problem arose where I couldn't breathe, they wouldn't have to waste time inserting one at that moment. Because all the muscles from my chest down were effected by the injury, my lungs...
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A little bit after the surgery the doctors wanted to insert a respitory tube into my lungs so that if a problem arose where I couldn't breathe, they wouldn't have to waste time inserting one at that moment. Because all the muscles from my chest down were effected by the injury, my lungs...
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eponine:
you're too sweet. your comment in my journal is making me all blushy. 
nadine:
heh heh.....dont know if that was spost to make me laugh or not! 
dont worry my 'puter does that all the time!
that was really sweet though thank you!
i hope you get better from what ever it is you are suffering, it sounds tough!
dont worry my 'puter does that all the time!
that was really sweet though
thank you!
i hope you get better from what ever it is you are suffering, it sounds tough!
Bogus entry
Well fuck. I just wrote about 8 paragraphs about my halucinations, dreams, and ICU experiences when something fucked up and it all got erased.
Well...I'm not about to type it all up again now. It'll have to wait for another time I guess.
Well...I'm not about to type it all up again now. It'll have to wait for another time I guess.
rickroyal:
Sorry to hear that. Though prudence suggests long enteries are better first written in either a word processor program or a text editor.
hellkitten:
No! Oh man, I hate when that happens. Actually, that's what has turned me into the obessive saver that I am today. I sometimes save after every sentence... it can be scary.
,o)
,o)
Well fuck. I just wrote about 8 paragraphs about my halucinations, dreams, and ICU experiences when something fucked up and it all got erased.
Well...I'm not about to type it all up again now. It'll have to wait for another time I guess.
Well...I'm not about to type it all up again now. It'll have to wait for another time I guess.
Here is some more. These are the halucinations. The morphine gave me horrific nightmares, ones that may seem so simple now, but when every one of them is the entire world to you...they seem deadly. I can't say any of the following posts about these dreams and halucinations - and the other moments in ICU and Stepdown - are in order. Time seemed so fragmented...
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somekindofinsane:
thanks...this is one of the hardest things i've ever had to deal with, if for no other reason than it came out of nowhere and i never saw it coming...
those things that come without warning cripple you more than most, because on top of everything else you feel stupid and humiliated that you were oblivious to the possibility at all...
but i really just wrote to say thanks for the comment.. i added you as a friend.. ttyl..
those things that come without warning cripple you more than most, because on top of everything else you feel stupid and humiliated that you were oblivious to the possibility at all...
but i really just wrote to say thanks for the comment.. i added you as a friend.. ttyl..
somekindofinsane:
changed my name.. just fyi..
Well I started writing about my experiences with the accident. A lot of people tell me I should write about my life now, but that's been done so many times and it would probably be really boring. But I wanna write about my hospitalization and the stuff I went through, mainly in Neurological ICU and the surgery and stuff...so, here's the first part. Tell me...
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clara:
You write very well. I've certainly never lived through such an experience, but I feel as if I can see it happening. Thanks.
I want to write a detailed description of the two weeks of intense halucinations I experienced during my stay in Neurological ICU after the accident from the constant injections through my morphine IV but I have no idea how to start. I don't think anyone's ever written anything like that and it's so hard to describe sometimes. It was an experience like nothing else I...
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matita:
those who know, know
those who don't prob'ly wouldn't believe it
write it anyway
those who don't prob'ly wouldn't believe it
write it anyway
clara:
I encourage you to try, even if you never show it to anyone.