demoniacsmile

I heart Nadine


An entry just for you cutie!

I'm updating my journal.

I'm inserting an event that happened to me. Here will go my thoughts on it.

I think I'll ask a question to the readers pertaining to their thoughts on the issue?

Here will go a fun comment that'll wrap up my entry nicely.

That's funny.

"Remember, my love for you is like a waterfall and it keeps coming and coming and coming and coming and coming and coming and coming and coming and it never ever stops. Because it's next to like 500 rainbows that we are watching and seeing how beautiful they are. "

Her last words to me...

I'm trying to pull my site from out of the deep. Check it out, tell me what you think.

The Loudest Sound

Please wake up
It's so dark and cold
Please wake up
I feel so alone
And I feel so scared
That you're going away
And I feel so scared...
All I want is summer
Stories from before
Just like the day you tried to hide
Behind the churchyard wall
And fell asleep before I came
I found you
In a chain of flowers
Sleeping like...
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I need to get my ass in gear.

I have like no motivation to do any schoolwork outside of class....and since two of my classes are online I've barely done anything at all with them.

I feel like I have nothing to work for. Like I am not going anywhere with all this anyway.


These circuits are old and rusty.

So I started school this year, finally. I thought things would seem like they were going up for me but they still seem to be going nowhere. I thought it was bad enough knowing that all my friends who went to college the same year I was supposed to would be a year ahead of me now. And I just talked to a friend who...
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In the forest
There's a monster.....
and he looks so
very much like me


I'm trying to finally take the first steps on the path to becoming a real DJ. I finally got a program that will let me do the real thing, not just the basic stuff I've done before. I've wanted this for 5 years, and I've produced some minor stuff in the...
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Maybe actually talking about things will get people to comment and notice me.

Why do I even care, though?

Hmm...I don't know...not much is going on. I think I take my driving test next week so I can get my liscense again and I'll be able to get a new van that I can drive from my wheelchair. Sadly, though, my last lesson for driving...
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Give me something to talk about

The robut needs input commands.

Have you ever had a dream where everyone around you are acting in an unnatural way, like zombies or brainwashed...or they are all doing things you feel aren't normal or right? Sometimes I have had those dreams, and there was always one other person who was "awake" or acting in a way unlike the rest of the zombified people. It's always a girl, and I...
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