demonesskage

oh jesus, life is a fucking whirlwind these days. I know I said I was going to stop dating, and that really was my intention. But then I got an email from this incredible man on that dating website I belong to and we hit it off, like I've never hit it off with anyone before in my life. He drove up from Walnut Creek last night to see me, and we went out. My head is spinning and my brain is on fire. Part of this is because I've incurred a mild case of food poisoning which has caused me to shed roughly five full pounds of water weight.

I'm seriously so off balance and blown away right now, I can't even act, just react. I'm confused and giddy and nervous and wholly and completely unprepared. It's been so long since I met a man who is my equal. I'm not sure what I should do right now, so I'm not going to do anything. I'm just going to let go, and see what happens.

I really want to talk to Caj right now.