Okay, what am I doing wrong right now?
I make myself go out and do stuff. I try to keep busy. I've been a lot better at holding myself to the promises I made to myself. But fuck all if it doesn't just feel like a colossal waste of time. When did my life become so empty?
No. I'm not going to blame that on him. This feeling has only to do with me. There has to be something more important that I am missing here.
I never used to have trouble meeting new people. When did I become so inept?
Brutal honestly is appreciated as always.
I make myself go out and do stuff. I try to keep busy. I've been a lot better at holding myself to the promises I made to myself. But fuck all if it doesn't just feel like a colossal waste of time. When did my life become so empty?
No. I'm not going to blame that on him. This feeling has only to do with me. There has to be something more important that I am missing here.
I never used to have trouble meeting new people. When did I become so inept?
Brutal honestly is appreciated as always.
Give yourself sometime, Be a homebody for a bit more, organize everything else, read books you've been meaning to read, learn something new and when you are comfortable with yourself, then go out and say hi to new people.
you are a wonderful, beautiful, interesting woman.
and don't you ever fucking forget it.