demonesskage

She Wants Revenge show was awesome. Took the boy to the airport at 4:30 this morning. Gah. I managed to not be weepy and girly when I dropped him off, but as soon as I got home and tried to go back to sleep, and I looked at our bed, and it was empty...

*cue waterworks*

Once again, I dug out one of his dirty shirts and put it on, climbed into bed and snuggled his pillow and cried myself back to sleep.

Tuesday's not that far away. I'll just keep telling myself that. And thank you to the humans who try to keep my busy during these times. I don't do well being alone so much...

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know darling that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms
Into my arms O Lord
Into my arms O Lord
Into my arms O Lord
Into my arms
And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms
And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candle burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

Into My Arms - Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds