demonesskage

Now that I'm not hungover, and have had some sleep I feel like I ought to write something reasonably coherent. Not that I have anything to say about prom that people haven't already heard. But a few things became apparent to me over this weekend, that were not before.

First of all, I have some fucking amazingly awesome friends. This weekend could have been absolutely horrible for me since I was orignally supposed to attend with my recentely ex-boyfriend. I quickly realized that as much as I care for that guy (and I still do, very much so) that we are much better off as friends. The posse I went to prom with rocked my socks off.

Even though I'm broke beyond comprehension, thanks to them, I was able to eat and enjoy myself, and I had a place to sleep. I was able to give things and do things for people that I care very much for. I really don't think I had anything to give until recently- as in I don't think I had the emotional capacity to even maintain proper friendships until about a month ago. I almost feel like I've woken up from a very long dream. It wasn't a bad dream, but it already feels like a different lifetime. So much for coherence. But, I am happier right now then I've been in a very very long time. Perhaps my bad luck has finally come to an end.

To humans on the inside: don't take anything out of context or read it as anything other then what it is. Nothing is your fault.

To my Posse: I fucking LOVE you guys.