demonbuttercup

Merry Xmas everyone!

I am gonna go to LA for a few days...we are going to see the Body Worlds exhibit:

http://www.californiasciencecenter.org/Exhibits/Weingart/BodyWorlds/BodyWorlds.php

What else?

I got my hair cut.

Gonna go visit my mom in the hospital today - trying not to be too sad over that fact.

Much love....
-dB.

Why is it that when you least expect something to happen, it does? Not that I haven't been in the mood for something least expected to happen, but let's say I had a good weekend. Got some flirting in, got some back, partied hard, had a good time.

Are you done with your holiday capitalistic mindfuck yet?

Things seem to happen when you least expect it. After a few weeks of feeling blah about not having someone to cuddle with, I sticke it lucky, and have someone else mildly into me as well. It's a nice time to be alive and kicking now.

Have you finished your holiday shopping yet? Is there anyone who refuses to do the x-mas thing at all...
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OMG! so i tell this emo guy that I don't think it's there, that we don't have much in common...hell, he was constantly analzying me for why I have all guy friends (supposedly I am insecure), and then the blog thing (obviosuly crying for attention). It was surreal. So, he leaves me this totally obnoxious 5 minute message on my voice mail, which I won't...
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Hey-Ya...i am talking to this new boy who really needs a girlfriend, and I dunno how I feel about that. I really just feel like playing the field, being a slut, ya know? I don't wanna be made to feel I am beneath someone for wanting what I want, so as much as this guy is nice, and cute, and who has great abs for...
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I am going to Death Valley for 3 days with my dad...we'll have turkey dinner somewhere in the desert.

Still no luck on the dating thing. I am trying not to dwell on it. It'll happen eventually.

My ex..ex...lover?? I hate that word. It's sooooo "Dynasty" or "Knots Landing." Well, he was telling me some graphic sexual story about him and his girlfriend and it...
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Again, subbed for a first grade class. They were monsters.

No luck on the dating thing. Met a guy off CL, but there were no sparks. He's a little too odd for me, and don't get me wrong--I love odd. But he's odd in a weird way, just a feeling I have.

So, here I am single and not-so-loving-it. I dunno what to do. Guess...
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So, today I subbed in two classes: drama and math - i am totally math retarded, and it didn't matter because these bad ass kids never listen to subs anyway.

still no news on my love life. it's HARD meeting new people when you don't have the time! i tried Craig's List, but all the ads are the same: "Seeking Thin, fit girl..." So, fuck...
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so, my friend Occam moved in. he'll be here temporarily until he and his girlfriend decide where the hell they will move to. i hate having roommates. this house is too small. i am just spoiled - now i can't raoam around here nekked anymore until he leaves (or goes to SF to hang with his lady).

so far, still undecided about this guy i...
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sorry i haven't updated this in a while.

mom is basically the same. they tell me she has slight dementia now. everytime i go to visit her, she asks for the candy i brought (i never brought her candy - she is on a strict diet), or the book she claims someone stole from her nightstand. other than that, she seems in good spirits.

my...
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