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demonbuttercup

Oakland, California

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Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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I am going to Death Valley for 3 days with my dad...we'll have turkey dinner somewhere in the desert.

Still no luck on the dating thing. I am trying not to dwell on it. It'll happen eventually.

My ex..ex...lover?? I hate that word. It's sooooo "Dynasty" or "Knots Landing." Well, he was telling me some graphic sexual story about him and his girlfriend and it actually offended me that he'd be so frank about it. He must know that it's not the kind of detail I want to know, but he thought I wouldn't be bothered by it (and he is most likely sincere in that observation). I was, although now it seems kinda silly to be miffed. I just didn't want to hear about it, you know? That's what you get for liking a kid 9 years younger than you.

And oh, what you learn from such experiences.

My mom is still in the hospital and is slowly going nuts. Or, more nuts than she was before. It's sad, but to be apart from our weird, semi-codependent relationship has made me somewhat of a free person now. I always worried about her, for years, and now there is not much I can do because she is under doctor's care - and she doesn't WANT to be cared for. She refused physical therapy, so she now cannot walk, and her moods are 95% angry or irritated.

My dad was in the hopsital a week or so ago, due to rapid heartbeat. Geesh - is anyone well around here?

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lilmissmorbid:
I am the same way about exs talking about thier current fuck of the month.. blah fuckers..
I hope you had fun eating turkey in the dessert and stuff and well i guess things are going how you wanted with your mom just hope things work out with her. take care,
Nov 29, 2004
mutex:
Diffine "someone exotic"
Dec 8, 2004

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