Still struggling with work, and distraction. I wish I could get a better sense of effort / reward. The two seem so disconnected to each other. Random, almost.
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Thursday Jun 09, 2011
So I sent a full manuscript out to my writing groups. 130,000 words. … -
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Monday Jun 06, 2011
So. No drinking or smoking this weekend. Body felt better for it, w… -
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Wednesday May 25, 2011
All clear. Let this be a lesson to me. oi. Can I learn from my mis… -
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Tuesday May 17, 2011
3 years of self discipline and focus, gone in 10 minutes of carelessn… -
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Wednesday Apr 27, 2011
So, it's work and it's not. I've had some initial sketches from the… -
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Saturday Apr 16, 2011
The Habit of Creativity I don't really have it, I have the impulse… -
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Monday Apr 11, 2011
Still struggling with work, and distraction. I wish I could get a bet… -
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Saturday Mar 26, 2011
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Friday Oct 01, 2010
old guy seeks inexpensive thrills
In a way drugs are kind of like that. The scene itself makes you so miserable, that it drives you to seek more drugs. You have to put up with some of the shittiest people on the face of this planet, and waste literally hours and sometimes even days of your time with them just to get your fix. I freaking hated every minute of it, and wondered what was ever so glamorous about living "the lifestyle" to begin with.
Take care, it can be tough juggling work and distraction. Especially when it comes to seeking a distraction that can be fruitful and meaningful in terms of societal contribution.