Walking into this shelter I now call a home,
I look around and see past memories
All happy times in my life, my achievements and my failures
All the things that have made me the person I am today
Once I hated the thought of moving and being in a different location
I fought it with every fiber of my being
Still here I sit, no alarms no sirens, no one telling me what did you do?
I suffer from separation anxiety. So what do I do? What Ive always done
Shut down reboot and move on without missing a beat. Its programmed in.
Its apart of my D.N.A. Im at a loss for words when it comes to friends.
I have to figure out a way for me to stop being emotional
and accepting approval from people.
Im just tired of fighting and putting with my bullshit and everything else.
If I fade away I cease to exist, if I cease to exist I will not be a memory
Therefore I will never had hurt anyone or done anything wrong.. so just fade
I look around and see past memories
All happy times in my life, my achievements and my failures
All the things that have made me the person I am today
Once I hated the thought of moving and being in a different location
I fought it with every fiber of my being
Still here I sit, no alarms no sirens, no one telling me what did you do?
I suffer from separation anxiety. So what do I do? What Ive always done
Shut down reboot and move on without missing a beat. Its programmed in.
Its apart of my D.N.A. Im at a loss for words when it comes to friends.
I have to figure out a way for me to stop being emotional
and accepting approval from people.
Im just tired of fighting and putting with my bullshit and everything else.
If I fade away I cease to exist, if I cease to exist I will not be a memory
Therefore I will never had hurt anyone or done anything wrong.. so just fade
mirima:
We need to work on your self esteem....you know, I'm always available to talk and bounce ideas off of. And I'm always around...I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me.