demon11942

In the background

I am there when you need me to help out
I am there when you need a shoulder to cry on
I am there when you need to vent

I have accepted the fact that I can no longer step into the light
And be seen as a fully formed entity
I will forever be in the background
And in the shadows of my existence

Being felt, but not seen has its advantages and disadvantages
You desensitize to the outside world
But sharpen in the shadows

Reverting back into ones self is the easy part
Getting back out when you need to is the hard part

So here I lay, in my mind
Watching the tiny clusters of memories sparkle
Like stars in the sky

Closing my eyes now, my breath slows
Goodbye world