In the background
I am there when you need me to help out
I am there when you need a shoulder to cry on
I am there when you need to vent
I have accepted the fact that I can no longer step into the light
And be seen as a fully formed entity
I will forever be in the background
And in the shadows of my existence
Being felt, but not seen has its advantages and disadvantages
You desensitize to the outside world
But sharpen in the shadows
Reverting back into ones self is the easy part
Getting back out when you need to is the hard part
So here I lay, in my mind
Watching the tiny clusters of memories sparkle
Like stars in the sky
Closing my eyes now, my breath slows
Goodbye world
I am there when you need me to help out
I am there when you need a shoulder to cry on
I am there when you need to vent
I have accepted the fact that I can no longer step into the light
And be seen as a fully formed entity
I will forever be in the background
And in the shadows of my existence
Being felt, but not seen has its advantages and disadvantages
You desensitize to the outside world
But sharpen in the shadows
Reverting back into ones self is the easy part
Getting back out when you need to is the hard part
So here I lay, in my mind
Watching the tiny clusters of memories sparkle
Like stars in the sky
Closing my eyes now, my breath slows
Goodbye world
mirima:
I don't like this darkness you have inside of you. I wish you would step into the light, and show yourself to me. I want to see you, I want to know you. I desperately want to hear what you have to say. You have so much to offer...I long to know you.