as it gets closer to thursday the less leep i get and the more nervous i get...blargh
i realy don't want to go through with it..i'm hearing al sorts of stories...ones where they knock you out..then ones where your awake and it really hurts... AAAAAAAAA
i don't want to go *pouts*
man what if it turns out what i have has turn into cancer... 
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i realy don't want to go through with it..i'm hearing al sorts of stories...ones where they knock you out..then ones where your awake and it really hurts... AAAAAAAAA
i don't want to go *pouts*
man what if it turns out what i have has turn into cancer...
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corvus_pdx:
*hugs*
tatum:
Aww *millions of hugs* You'll be fine darlin'! And of course you can have a bracelet! Just send me your address 
hey i got my sg gear today. YAY!! also witha couple of sg stickers and a bodypunk stickers...hmm..wonde rwhat that is... 
anywho...hmm..not mucht ot report other than that..been hanging out with my brother...which is nice caus ei don't get to se him to often...of course he keeps goign off about how i am on this site to much ..so here is a big
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anywho...hmm..not mucht ot report other than that..been hanging out with my brother...which is nice caus ei don't get to se him to often...of course he keeps goign off about how i am on this site to much ..so here is a big
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emily:
ps.Love the new pic
mephausto:
dude, "satan", you got bumped from the horse brass. what a fucking bummer... I hope you weren't there for darts n' pints, but if you were, I owe you dinner or something. shite. that blows.
"doug"
"doug"
hey heh ..i ahve been sleeping all day...but me and swingkitten left around 8am after josh passed out...took the max home and walked home for 30min from the stop..walking that long witha slight hangover ..blargh..then i got home toa just owken up b/f..which well i got made at cause he left the internet on when i tried to call and get a ride from the...
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corvus_pdx:
Feel free to kick my ass anytime.
sparkle:
mcd sounds good, but i never have time for breakfast!!
damn those max trains... 
and that is all i have to say on that matter...anyway i'll be getting a ride from kittens mittens to the party which shall be interesting...hmmm....getting my glasses bright and early to get my glasses...blargh not to much interesting to say...
my brother is in my living room with his girl dear god i hope their not doing anything*shudders*
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and that is all i have to say on that matter...anyway i'll be getting a ride from kittens mittens to the party which shall be interesting...hmmm....getting my glasses bright and early to get my glasses...blargh not to much interesting to say...
my brother is in my living room with his girl
dear god i hope their not doing anything*shudders*
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maelwys:
Check the couch for stains! 
When my brother was 12 he fell off his bike and cut his leg all the way up the shin. He came in covered in grazes, dirt and blood and was paranoid about getting an infection. I told him to clean his leg thoroughly in the shower and then put aftershave on the cuts to sterilize them. He did. I could hearing him screaming from downstairs whilst I laughed my head off. I was 14 and very evil
When my brother was 12 he fell off his bike and cut his leg all the way up the shin. He came in covered in grazes, dirt and blood and was paranoid about getting an infection. I told him to clean his leg thoroughly in the shower and then put aftershave on the cuts to sterilize them. He did. I could hearing him screaming from downstairs whilst I laughed my head off. I was 14 and very evil
linz:
did you have a good time at the party? i wish i could have come, but..you know..the show and all...
as i sit here listening to the war coverage i am crying...cause im thinking of people i know that might be over there..i'm thinking of the innocent people that are being killed.. of children having to experience suxh violence at a young age...hearing bombs sirens...can you even imagine how terrifying this is to a msall child who doesn't understand why it is happening..as to who...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
i've served in the military. USMC from 96-2000. i know quite a few men and women over there.
i dont like war either. but i dont donsider "america" the evil. just the moron that the supreme court stuck in office. i dont think bush would have stopped for anything. as i have said from the start. he cant run acountry so he's pushing this stupid war cause its all he knows.
PS: i love lisa lobe too.
i dont like war either. but i dont donsider "america" the evil. just the moron that the supreme court stuck in office. i dont think bush would have stopped for anything. as i have said from the start. he cant run acountry so he's pushing this stupid war cause its all he knows.
PS: i love lisa lobe too.
stewd:
get off at llyod center...
walk across the park to Multnomah Blvd.
turn right...
keep walking 'till you get here...
walk across the park to Multnomah Blvd.
turn right...
keep walking 'till you get here...
hey folks look i'm not dead...just too lazy to update all the time...plus i'm trying to keep my motivation for job hunting up..cause well this site tends to distract me all the time..heh
but if any of you lovely people in portland hear about any jobs let me know ok..and no i will not be a stripper..nothing against them...it's just not for me..
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but if any of you lovely people in portland hear about any jobs let me know ok..and no i will not be a stripper..nothing against them...it's just not for me..
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maelwys:
I would have loved to get that on video camera. Even now I can picture it so clearly. It happened in slow motion.
Enjoy the party Saturday!
Enjoy the party Saturday!
_mike_:
I'm still not sure what we will make . . . we are close yet still far ?!?!? eeep I will let you know though .
I will let you know though . you ever get the feeling wher you just want to shoot yourself or take large amount of pills...but you know you shouldn't go through with it for some odd reason...
that is how i am feeling today..it's actually over a super stupid reason...but when someone has manic depression, all it takes is a stupid little reason to push them over...or sometimes a mountain of reasons...
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that is how i am feeling today..it's actually over a super stupid reason...but when someone has manic depression, all it takes is a stupid little reason to push them over...or sometimes a mountain of reasons...
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ninjatuner:
Sugar, fuck those 'reasons'. You're a gem. Please.
Don't try to be a real 'suicide' girl. We care and we know the situation is unbalanced.
Don't try to be a real 'suicide' girl. We care and we know the situation is unbalanced.
raw10grl:
well let's get together and make plans for world domination then. skinny people will only rule the world if you let them
i so want to blow up at&t...ratbastards...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
but in better news i just bought some sg goodies and i hope they get here before saturday cause i want to wear it to stewd's party..
plus my brother is coming up for a visit and staying with me cause he wants to spend time with this gal he really likes..but is moving away in a couple...
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but in better news i just bought some sg goodies and i hope they get here before saturday cause i want to wear it to stewd's party..
plus my brother is coming up for a visit and staying with me cause he wants to spend time with this gal he really likes..but is moving away in a couple...
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evel:
haven't been around much myself these days. thanx for the comments and all the love. *hugs and kisses*
oso:
i made it thru the weekend pretty well. nothing too exciting to tell...
wish you lotsa luck with the job hunt!!
wish you lotsa luck with the job hunt!!
well for some random reason i woke up at 4am and now can't sleep ..oh well..so i am gonna talk to you lovely people since i love you ll so much...
hmm...totaly wasted the money i got from selling my car and my state tax refund heh...but hey i hae been needing clothes heheehee
got this nice wamr soft sweater from hotopic that is black...
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hmm...totaly wasted the money i got from selling my car and my state tax refund heh...but hey i hae been needing clothes
heheehee
got this nice wamr soft sweater from hotopic that is black...
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kimmi:
Hey there. I have some questions. If you email me at NarNarSmurfTurf@aol.com and I get your email addy I will email you my questions.
atrasties:
Hey babe, just the way I was feeling that day. Could have been a premonition as I had an accident and am now dealing with the police reports and insurance stuff.
I'm ok and stuff just tired.
Shopping is a mental health necessity.
I'm ok and stuff just tired.
Shopping is a mental health necessity.
marf couldn't sleep what so ever..haven't slept since 6:30pm monday...wonder why i am having such trouble sleeping..merf 
not much to say..gonna go out and some things with a friend and find something for my boy for his birthday..
bye bye
not much to say..gonna go out and some things with a friend and find something for my boy for his birthday..
bye bye
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ilovemikehunt:
sleep is for the weak. 
psmith:
SETI search for extraterrestrial life. your computer gets a chunk of data from a radio telescope in south america? analyzes it (about 80 hours of computing) and sends it back to the SETI computers, it works as a screen saver or is on all the time and looks cool- a bit like a computer screen from star trek.