demigauge

welll lets see...it's about 7am....and i am up...i have my interview at buffalo exchange at 3pm...but the only reason i upearly is so i can get to sally's beuty supply so i can finish bleaching my hair..it's really blond on the bangs and really blond at the roots in the backa dn then it turns into thei brown blondish colour..it looks nice...but if i m gonna make my hair that red could i'm gonna ahve to turn all of it platinum blond....but my b/f want me to keep the platnum and just put read streaks through it ...


oh yeah i also had a weird two part dream..where i in the first part it looked like that scene in the movie"ghost ship" where people where sliced up on the dance floor..and for some odd reaosn i was suppose to let that happen and only save a couple of people..and in the middle ofall the body parts adn blood..there was a man holding a gun at another person yelling at them i think the other person was a man ...not sure...then...for some reason all of it disappeared after i save i think about 3 or four people...then i came back to the same place it was all clean and it looked like a japanese house with all the walls being like those paper dividers..but then i heard voice coming from teh outside..so i quickly went up these straw stairs...and ont a catwalk like thing that was mad eout of straw too...and i watched a bunch of people come in and someone that was dressed like me..(cause the people that had a job like be wore black robe like cloaks that had hoods where when it was pulled up you couldn't see face)
and the same thing happened again.and they said it was only pratice...but they were killing all thesepeople..and then i feel a asleep int he dream..


the second part happened at the old apartment house my family use to own back in chicago...where i had to warm up myhands and would lay them on people and then they would be marked with certain sybols..and i remember what some of these symbols were

1=they had a chance to make their life betterand wouldn't be taken away to hell or something like that

1T=were the ones that were being taken away

and something with a square in the middle and slanted lines on each corner were the one that were meant to get killed and totured..

thoseare the symbols i could remember

and this all happened on the porch...but for some odd reason Srewd was in my dream...he came out witha beer in hand asking what was going on..and i told him nothing and he went back in...and as i marked people i cam across this one girl where people were begging that should wouldn't get teh 1T so only gave her a one and told her she hada second chance to save herself..and that she better do it or i would come back for her....then for some reason my b/f was walking down the sidewalk all happy and what not..and then someone came up behing him and stabed and slit his throat..i gor really angry at this and hunted the person down that killed him...and then i woke up


weird eh?


anywho,,,,it's 96 days till i turm 21 and 25 more days till i leave for prom..weeeeeeeeeee


so what are you looking forward to lately?





oh and i have secod interviewon thursday at 3:30pm..i hope i get it!!