demigauge

well i had that interview for american eagle to day...and well..let's just say there is not a chance in hell i'm gonna get that job...cause all the girls that were at the group interview ..were well lets just say had normal hair colour and flawless skin..and tons of makeup...

yeah...i stuck out like a sore thumb!heh

so folks...hmm..what's UP?

anyway hopefuly i will do better on monday...cause hell it's buffalo exchange..hell i have to get that job...plus i don't think there are sales goals..which is something i will love...

Enigma



feeling that vast void of lonelyness
it feels like it is sucking my soul out from under me
choking back these feelings..
i keep them hidden from everyone
even the ones that are close


sometimes i feel like i am marching towards a slow death
a slow and poitnless existents
only there to amuse..
never truely loved or understood
i am the enigma
the unknown
the too cmplex

i will swallow you whole.

i think this is why others stay away
or just seem to be nice
to get their way

i feel my egines pwering down
loosing faith and control
i shall drift through this existence
never know true joy or purpose

for i am the enigma
that why the others stay away