my b/f just decided to pt 30day notice into the apartment complex..without letting me know until now...HWAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO...WHERE AM I GONNA LIVE...??
he's gonna move back to his parents ..my parents live in corvallis..i do not want to move back to corvallis ..i can't..i'll die there....i no idea what to think right..i don't know what is gonna happen to me..he did this cause he lots of debt..and he wants get rid of it..i ca see that..and it's my fault cause i didn't find a job..and i was too lazy too..someone shoot me..
i don't know what to think...my head really hurts...
i'm mad and crying at the same time..
now that i am thinking about it more and more..i'm not gonna have anywhere to live...ther eis no way i can find a job and somewhere to live in 30 or less days...i'm so fucked...these are times when it's hard not to kill yourself...caus ei think basicly i'm having a nervous break down... i 'm have no where to go except my rents and i don't want to go there...b/f saying he is only gonna live at his parents for 3 months to clear his debt...that's what he says he is doing this for himself.i don't know what to do..i'm so scared..
he's gonna move back to his parents ..my parents live in corvallis..i do not want to move back to corvallis ..i can't..i'll die there....i no idea what to think right..i don't know what is gonna happen to me..he did this cause he lots of debt..and he wants get rid of it..i ca see that..and it's my fault cause i didn't find a job..and i was too lazy too..someone shoot me..
i don't know what to think...my head really hurts...
i'm mad and crying at the same time..
now that i am thinking about it more and more..i'm not gonna have anywhere to live...ther eis no way i can find a job and somewhere to live in 30 or less days...i'm so fucked...these are times when it's hard not to kill yourself...caus ei think basicly i'm having a nervous break down... i 'm have no where to go except my rents and i don't want to go there...b/f saying he is only gonna live at his parents for 3 months to clear his debt...that's what he says he is doing this for himself.i don't know what to do..i'm so scared..
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30 days is a good amount of time.
relax and really give yourself a chance to think clearly.
there is ALWAYS a way.
you just have to be dedicated to finding it with an open mind.
good luck!
ps - party monster.. i give it a 3 out of 5. i say more about it in my journal.