everything i say and doo falls on deaf ears

i'm worriedabout a certain friend that is doing drugs...merf..but i know it's not my place to say anything to them so i will keep silent and let them choose what they want and just be ther to support them..

merf


life sucks sometimes..
plus i'm getting the feeling my b/f really hates me..and doesn't want me around...i better find a job quick so if he decides to kicks me out i couldget a place to live right away ..cause there is no way in hell am gonna live back in corvallis.

sometimes i just feel like burying my head in the sand so i can suffocate myself...i heard it'sjust like falling asleep...maybe i shoudl try sometime eh?

i play dead...it's stops the hurting
i play dead ...and the hurt stops
it's sometimes just like sleeping
curling up inside my private tortures
i nestle into pain
and it caresses me