demigauge

i want to be one of the beautiful people..
i have determined no mater ho hard i try to loose wait i am doomed to be a fat ass....

blargh..nothing to interesting here...as usual ..someone want to come by and rescue my poor ass?


58 days til 2 1

plus i think there is a song at the moment tht describe how i feel at times

" I Want Love"
by.Elton John

I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough