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I like that Pink Floyd song, the one about being numb.
I dont really, but I am numb.
Been this way for weeks I suspect.

Realised that, this morning when I went to go make some tea, that the waffles Id eaten, when I could still eat things proper, were placed not in the freezer, but on top of my sleepy tea. It was green...
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godlessnerd:
why are you numb?
godlessnerd:
i gotcha... sometimes when its cold out i get numb, it hurts my fingers.
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O plunge your hands in water,
Plunge them in up to the wrist
Stare, Stare in the basin
and wonder what youve missed.
(WHAuden)
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godlessnerd:
HAHA. nor do I smile I just fantisize about talking to people instead of ACTUALLY doing it.
dementia_____:
Changed my picture. Much much better. Itll take a while.
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Im so sick of everything.
I hate people more.
I hate my stupid way of living. Cant do enough to change it.
Its like...im this silly little speck, that gets blown around and stomped on.
And is always making people sneeze and irritaing nostrils and its own little speck existence.
People suck.
Why the hell am I even trying to be social?
I shouldnt. *stomp...
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akuma_usagi:
Your the sponge, so are you real or faux???


Forgot to add, why are you trying to distract yourself from my actual point by taking what I said literally? You knew what I meant. Cause I've told you before, and quite frankly I won't tell you again. I am tired and worn out by these games you play. I feel like I only talk to you out of habit. And considering that I've told you how I felt before, your actions state clearly that you don't care at all how I feel. I have enough bullshit in my life I don't need to put myself through anymore.

[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 10:38PM]
godlessnerd:
You are right, you shouldn't if you are going to have that attitude about it. But its fun meeting new people smile sometimes.
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The last few days I have been feeling ultra ultra terrible. Im pretty sure it has something to do with various degrees of stress as well as a culmination of a whole lot of other things. Regardless. I have a really horrible headache that I havent been able to shake...and I cant afford to buy my usual cocktail of drugs to help me.

But enough...
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aanya:
Very nice! I will hopefully be submitting mine today or tomorrow...*crosses fingers*

Yes I do have a cat...she makes me feel better!

If you are on MSN right now add me to your list...XjettX@hotmail.com
paleenchantress:
so pretty u are smile
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Well, Its finally time....
I got off my lazy little bum and crunched those numbers and got myself an SG account. Whee!
Forget paying my telephone bills again..SG is wayyy more important.
Hopefully thisll tide me over until I can get Amy to be less busy with photo school and get my set done.

Anyhow. Must get viruses off my computer and figure out how...
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aanya:
Welcome to SG! I'm a friend of d20 's...he showed off your new piercing to me when you first got it and all I could say was "my god she's gorgeous!"
So I had to message you and say hi and welcome and blah blah blah!...so there I go...

kiss kiss
aanya:
I will definately send you some electronic Jett kisses via electronic messaging! I will steal you account and stuff of Micah.....

kiss kiss