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Update:

I have decided to go to the Dr tommorow, and demand some tests. I just cant stand the pain in my stomach any longer. Coupled with occasional nausea...its unbearable.

I do think I have caused myself to have an ulcer. I also considered the ULTRA rare occurance that I may be pregnant, however, that is ever so unlikely, unless babies like to grow in my stomach or intestines where the pain is.
Meh.

I dont know if it is my stress culminating, but I tell you. This week has been filled with ups and downs, as you probably can tell by my neurotic journal entries.

On saturday Denyss and I have a Birthday date. I am quite excited, and apparently so is he. He'll be moving to Van in 2 weeks, and that will be the end for a long while...I hate Vancouver.
I hope he concedes defeat and lets me go to watch Big Fish...I may try to trick him by playing some Queen or Frank Sinatra that he loves so. He has seen Big Fish already and has made it clear, he wishes not to see it again.
I really want to see Party Monster, but alas it isnt in theatres yet.
*kickick*
I did want to drink whiskey, as those plans fell through a while ago, however, I am laying off of the alcohol seeing as how even if i drink my beloved jasmine tea, my stomach screams at me.

I love tea.