dementia_____

These last few days have been quite fun and frankly quite odd.
Ive had a visitor off and on from Van and it IS nice to visit, but it is odd having someone here, it makes me a tad bit on edge.
I should be ok with it, but I am really not used to having someone here and it kind of creeps me out.
Hmm, this may be me being neurotic..I am suspecting so, hoping so, and not me being socially inept.
Fuck. Ahh well, soon enough all will return to equibrium.
Ian curtis and Brian Molko with surely help me!