Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

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I realised a lot of things this evening.

I realised how much I love cigarettes, especially bensons.

I realised that my world is what I make it. That I should not be afraid of change. That I should embrace it, and make it to my advantage.

I realised how much I bury things inside of me and when I let it out ,how relieving it feels.

I realised that I dont know where I want my life to go. And that it is ok. Im not less for it.

I realised how much I miss having a heatbeat to listen to in the wee morning hours and how simple it is. And how beautiful.

And How much I miss having someone to talk about nothing things with. And to hear his response and the feeling it leaves me. Like a glow. To just know that he feels the same way.
That noone can steal this moment away.

It is all so much more simple than we realise.
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godlessnerd:
YEAH! I am in control, but i don't want to be... I want to just, eat my food and get out of there. I HATE introducing myself to people, as specially people who I don't really care to do this.

I'm pretty angry about it... you wanna go for me?

Yeah... i won't tell them about the wood... even so, people will buy anyything these days... I should make a commercial for this wood. See if anyone bites
marianabanana:
It could be a termite killer too. How about a general crawling insect killer?

Life is only complicated if you make it complicated. It's very easy to get caught up in all the crap though.

I went through a period of self discovery and realisation, and also not knowing where my life was going to go. I think it's a transitional phase. Though I'm sure once this phase is over there will be another one waiting round the corner!

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