Wow!
Last night was sooo funnnnnnn!
Miss Dementia got real good and drunk!
I will admit that it was on coolers (ick I know but I am poor and a 2 litre is a whole lot when you are 5'2")
I will admit that all of my usual cocktail of headache/pain pills(legal) had something to do with me getting so messed up...but it was great...
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Last night was sooo funnnnnnn!
Miss Dementia got real good and drunk!
I will admit that it was on coolers (ick I know but I am poor and a 2 litre is a whole lot when you are 5'2")
I will admit that all of my usual cocktail of headache/pain pills(legal) had something to do with me getting so messed up...but it was great...
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I have been cleaning my house since about 6:45pm. It is almost 10:00pm...I am not even close!
This frustrates me, but also makes me happy...because I can see it getting cleaner and cleaner..but....theres so much more to go. Being a shut-in for the last few weeks has made my home this way.
Company is coming tommorow and I wont have anytime to do this so...
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This frustrates me, but also makes me happy...because I can see it getting cleaner and cleaner..but....theres so much more to go. Being a shut-in for the last few weeks has made my home this way.
Company is coming tommorow and I wont have anytime to do this so...
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godlessnerd:
Yes indeed, such nice things. I too, can find myself devoting an entire afternoon to wandering the computer section of London Drugs 
What makes you a scoundral? You ARE NOT a scoundral!
By the way, how did your visit go? Was he impressed with your orange smelling apartment?
[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 10:17PM]
What makes you a scoundral? You ARE NOT a scoundral!
By the way, how did your visit go? Was he impressed with your orange smelling apartment?
[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 10:17PM]
godlessnerd:
HOLY AWESOME!
"hahha i ju8sdt reaisedx i rely already"
I have NO IDEA what you said! but it was the funniest thing i've ever read in my life Hope you are feeling ok today.
MUAH!
"hahha i ju8sdt reaisedx i rely already"
I have NO IDEA what you said! but it was the funniest thing i've ever read in my life
Hope you are feeling ok today.
MUAH!
I havent bought groceries in weeks.
Im addicted to bubble tea (thanks to natica) and soup broth. These are the only things that dont make me ache and regurgitate.
Ate some tempura on Monday...was not such a good idea. Picture Tapioca Balls from bubble tea, mixed with pieces of yam and broccoli......yucky.
But all this bubble tea and my usual green and jasmine tea makes...
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Im addicted to bubble tea (thanks to natica) and soup broth. These are the only things that dont make me ache and regurgitate.
Ate some tempura on Monday...was not such a good idea. Picture Tapioca Balls from bubble tea, mixed with pieces of yam and broccoli......yucky.
But all this bubble tea and my usual green and jasmine tea makes...
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godlessnerd:
Well, i sent you an email... guess it got sent back to me, cause MSN is down haha so i'll just have to wait till its back up or something... hold tight
so i'll just have to wait till its back up or something... hold tight
godlessnerd:
Are you still on?
I realised a lot of things this evening.
I realised how much I love cigarettes, especially bensons.
I realised that my world is what I make it. That I should not be afraid of change. That I should embrace it, and make it to my advantage.
I realised how much I bury things inside of me and when I let it out ,how relieving it...
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I realised how much I love cigarettes, especially bensons.
I realised that my world is what I make it. That I should not be afraid of change. That I should embrace it, and make it to my advantage.
I realised how much I bury things inside of me and when I let it out ,how relieving it...
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godlessnerd:
YEAH! I am in control, but i don't want to be... I want to just, eat my food and get out of there. I HATE introducing myself to people, as specially people who I don't really care to do this.
I'm pretty angry about it... you wanna go for me?
Yeah... i won't tell them about the wood... even so, people will buy anyything these days... I should make a commercial for this wood. See if anyone bites
I'm pretty angry about it... you wanna go for me?
Yeah... i won't tell them about the wood... even so, people will buy anyything these days... I should make a commercial for this wood. See if anyone bites
marianabanana:
It could be a termite killer too. How about a general crawling insect killer?
Life is only complicated if you make it complicated. It's very easy to get caught up in all the crap though.
I went through a period of self discovery and realisation, and also not knowing where my life was going to go. I think it's a transitional phase. Though I'm sure once this phase is over there will be another one waiting round the corner!
Life is only complicated if you make it complicated. It's very easy to get caught up in all the crap though.
I went through a period of self discovery and realisation, and also not knowing where my life was going to go. I think it's a transitional phase. Though I'm sure once this phase is over there will be another one waiting round the corner!
I like that Pink Floyd song, the one about being numb.
I dont really, but I am numb.
Been this way for weeks I suspect.
Realised that, this morning when I went to go make some tea, that the waffles Id eaten, when I could still eat things proper, were placed not in the freezer, but on top of my sleepy tea. It was green...
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I dont really, but I am numb.
Been this way for weeks I suspect.
Realised that, this morning when I went to go make some tea, that the waffles Id eaten, when I could still eat things proper, were placed not in the freezer, but on top of my sleepy tea. It was green...
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godlessnerd:
why are you numb?
godlessnerd:
i gotcha... sometimes when its cold out i get numb, it hurts my fingers.
O plunge your hands in water,
Plunge them in up to the wrist
Stare, Stare in the basin
and wonder what youve missed.
(WHAuden)
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godlessnerd:
HAHA. nor do I I just fantisize about talking to people instead of ACTUALLY doing it.
I just fantisize about talking to people instead of ACTUALLY doing it.
dementia_____:
Changed my picture. Much much better. Itll take a while.
Im so sick of everything.
I hate people more.
I hate my stupid way of living. Cant do enough to change it.
Its like...im this silly little speck, that gets blown around and stomped on.
And is always making people sneeze and irritaing nostrils and its own little speck existence.
People suck.
Why the hell am I even trying to be social?
I shouldnt. *stomp...
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I hate people more.
I hate my stupid way of living. Cant do enough to change it.
Its like...im this silly little speck, that gets blown around and stomped on.
And is always making people sneeze and irritaing nostrils and its own little speck existence.
People suck.
Why the hell am I even trying to be social?
I shouldnt. *stomp...
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akuma_usagi:
Your the sponge, so are you real or faux???
Forgot to add, why are you trying to distract yourself from my actual point by taking what I said literally? You knew what I meant. Cause I've told you before, and quite frankly I won't tell you again. I am tired and worn out by these games you play. I feel like I only talk to you out of habit. And considering that I've told you how I felt before, your actions state clearly that you don't care at all how I feel. I have enough bullshit in my life I don't need to put myself through anymore.
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Forgot to add, why are you trying to distract yourself from my actual point by taking what I said literally? You knew what I meant. Cause I've told you before, and quite frankly I won't tell you again. I am tired and worn out by these games you play. I feel like I only talk to you out of habit. And considering that I've told you how I felt before, your actions state clearly that you don't care at all how I feel. I have enough bullshit in my life I don't need to put myself through anymore.
[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 10:38PM]
godlessnerd:
You are right, you shouldn't if you are going to have that attitude about it. But its fun meeting new people sometimes.
sometimes.The last few days I have been feeling ultra ultra terrible. Im pretty sure it has something to do with various degrees of stress as well as a culmination of a whole lot of other things. Regardless. I have a really horrible headache that I havent been able to shake...and I cant afford to buy my usual cocktail of drugs to help me.
But enough...
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But enough...
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aanya:
Very nice! I will hopefully be submitting mine today or tomorrow...*crosses fingers*
Yes I do have a cat...she makes me feel better!
If you are on MSN right now add me to your list...XjettX@hotmail.com
Yes I do have a cat...she makes me feel better!
If you are on MSN right now add me to your list...XjettX@hotmail.com
paleenchantress:
so pretty u are
Well, Its finally time....
I got off my lazy little bum and crunched those numbers and got myself an SG account. Whee!
Forget paying my telephone bills again..SG is wayyy more important.
Hopefully thisll tide me over until I can get Amy to be less busy with photo school and get my set done.
Anyhow. Must get viruses off my computer and figure out how...
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I got off my lazy little bum and crunched those numbers and got myself an SG account. Whee!
Forget paying my telephone bills again..SG is wayyy more important.
Hopefully thisll tide me over until I can get Amy to be less busy with photo school and get my set done.
Anyhow. Must get viruses off my computer and figure out how...
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aanya:
I will definately send you some electronic Jett kisses via electronic messaging! I will steal you account and stuff of Micah.....
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If I lick my CDs will they get REALLY angry?