dement

Once again it begins...Even with the aide of perscription sleep med ambien my mind wanders and races jumping from one random thought to the next....One unanswered question to the next...during these days I can do nothing but pace... squirm endlessly while trying to watch tv or sit down at my computer only to lose focus son after. I keep wanting to jump away from this screen even but I told a friend I would start writing and so I shall for her to help her learn of me both goods and bads and of course anyone else who seeks too....In these cases all I can do is wait usually my body will finally crash at arround 25-26hrs up being up and let me nap. Its hard sometimes ..to think about everything at once... wonder about so many things at once ..the headaches come and go ..why does ther always have to be so many questions and no answers in sight, ah well its another day in the odd mind of dement.. thank gawd that it doesnt happen all too often eh had a fun time at my first dragon con..was only for a day though ..but that tale will be for another day ...til then

Dement