delusion

I like hearing michelle's voice first thing in the morning too.

Thanks. I am off to take my test I should be back at home in my bed in 3 1/2 hours!!! YAY, I want this over so bad.

I will call you later!

i read that shit!! don't make me kick your ass!!!

oh those other lazy fuckers.. right!

hmm books. i have no idea what you like *scrolls up* oh. well the fact that i've probably not read any of that stuff..

well maybe read some of Jeff Noon's books. not sure which ones you will be able to find in stores, but they are all good. real crazy shit, i just love his writing style and the visual images he can create with made up interconnected words. aside from that.. all i read is sci fi shit.. lol check my list.

have you read 'as i lay dying' by faulkner? i was reminded of it today when someone returned a copy of it to the library 24 years late.

this is a perfect example of why i shouldn't write. people like you blow me out of the fucking water.

I felt five times as special. . I am doing a little better today. Kind of. Waiting for a call. always waiting for someone. Thanks for all the love and support. Are you doing ok? By the way cutting back on smoking is kicking my ass a little so if I am up & down that may be part of it.

that sounds like an unfortunate decision. how did this whole situation com about?

my left brain knows that love is fleeting.

perhaps a big ol' dose of santorum is what you need?



and don't forget to dispose of WASTE in the proper recepticle.

yes.. yes i do

you just got that huh!! hahaha


oh and welcome back.. though i still think you are fucking rad!!

don't do that on saturday nights...i'm drunk and easily confused and very, very vulnerable. and naked dont forget naked.


-pb

Ive got the Power!!!! Its gettin... Its gettin... Its gettin kinda hectic.

Oh wait.. Snap.. right?

Are you gonna reveal the deal thats within your skin?
or am i gonna have to dig it out of you?

You will do fine cause your fucking awsome.. thats is all

Is DELUSION gone forever?

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

ITS OVER!!!!!!


You should be so relieved, there is absolutely nothing you can do about it now, so put it out of your mind, or it will drive you crazy.

After I take a really hard test, like the one last week, I try to forget about it as fast as I can. I know if I don't I will dwell on the "what ifs". Do you know what I mean. So it is time to celebrate, I mean at least you finished the course because I am sure there were a lot of people who dropped it.

Kisses to you, I am proud!! *cheese ball*

Lots and lots of love!!!!

I guess you are studying. Thats good. I took an organic chemistry class last semester and I did really poorly on all the tests and then I really busted my ass for the final and I pulled out a "C" I was so excited! Just think in 2 days it will be done.

Good Luck!

I will be studying too for my anatomy lab practical. Fun stuff!!!

Lots and lots of love for you!!!

yes you still are..

you studying? couching?

i forgot why i came here..

OK, while my posting this note is in direct contravention of your wishes, I just had to say I stumbled here by accident and was captured by your wit.

& your legs ain't bad either.

Okay, so I have resolved to HATE the hell out of you for the next two days... But I think that was counting yesterday, so I guess I only need to hate you for one day? I think I'll check back Wednesday to see if I still hate you or not.

I'm not going to fuck off for two days... YOU fuck off for two days. And I hate that ALF pic! I HATE math tests. JEEZIZ, I just hate this whole stupid journal entry. God DAMNIT ALL!

If only I had a large phallic object to fire like a missle and explode your rotten computer with, then I'd have some fucking peace.

Maybe in a couple of days I'll be your pal again, but for now no way! I honestly can say that I'm crying from pure hate right now, and my keyboard is getting wet with the sweat of anger dripping from my finger tips!!!!!!

PS: NO THANK YOU FOR LISTENING GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

sometimes theres is fun in seeing a word
alone
then you can design the context
connect the dots how you see fit
interactive writing i guess i like to think that spacing and line breaks can be used to make one poem
into two
or three
each time you give it a read it can come
out
differently

course you cant see the damn sapcing in these jopurnal posts
but
shit
i do it anyway


i need you like a sad song

yes
you are fucking rad


tell my something i don't know, geez.


-pb