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Monday Oct 11, 2004

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Writer's Workshop Prompt: Sit still in a quiet room for ten minutes and pretend that you are photographing your sensory perceptions. Caption them.


this is 3:14 am. this is prepared. this is my lap. this is computer, thesaurus, notebook, 4 pencils and a lighter. this is me and blank pages. that is quiet boy is blank noises. this is big ideas and subtlety and blatant implications. this is writer's block and fragement sentences, cryptic symbolism and obvious doubts. this is concentrated and consumed, distracted and tangential.

these are the real things and the right nows crashing into near abandoned dreams & 'maybe, somedays'. these are the nightmares about waking up and daydreams like we aren't asleep. this is dreaming in exhaled prose

this is a cigarette hanging precariously from the corner of my mouth - leaking a stream of smoke into my eye. this is wincing and making the long stack of ashes fall from the end of my cigarette.this is my lap coated with powdery dust. this is brushing the ashes off of my keyboard with one hand, this is also making the notebook fall off my knee.

this is leaning forward to pick up papers and hitting my chin on the screen of the laptop on my thighs. this is 30 pages written and 27 discarded. this is orange ashes settling on my skin. this is 'owfuck' again. this is dropping the thesaurus..this is frustration....reaching...dropping a pencil....2 pencils.



fuck this. this is going to smoke a bowl.



************FUCK YOU WRITERS BLOCK*************************

It's 4:38 am & I haven't slept, but i have written 2 stories for the song lyrics thread in the writers' group. Yeeeeeah.
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burstandbloom:
you wrote 2 stories
?

did i miss one
?

i posted mine with the Cursive lyric
and gave you feedback on yours

i wish you had told me you had put yours up
i almost read it
but i forced myself not to
until i wrote mine

My borther bought me a book called Writer's Block
a couple years ago
it is a small book shaped like a block with ideas in it
check out the link
Oct 12, 2004
smuffy:
meh. i'm ok. you know how it is. i'm getting the cold shoulder again. but i'm leaving in one day for two weeks so hopefully going away will make me feel better. oh and you know how i told you my ex was on good terms with me? well that all changed. he sent me a very nasty email cursing me the fuck out again. surreal i'll try to drop by before i go...love ya! kiss
Oct 12, 2004

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