delusion

i have made the decision today to cancel my account. it won't be permanent i'm sure but i need to make sure that i am living every second of my life to the fullest right now and not allowing myself to be dulled by escapism. i am struggling with school a lot and i am having one of the most amazing times i have ever had with pale_blue_eyes. we decided to move in together and i need and want to take some time to enjoy everything that's happening. thanks for always reading my work and i'll really miss all the feedback and encouragement i've gotten here.

maurauder - you better still call and we better still hang out.

painbearer- if the e-mails stop, i'll be upset.

toneski- you my homie and i will still expect some AIM loving.

hoisin- same for you, AIM or MSN, i still want to hear your gorgeous voice

alphaMF- keep drawing. please. and you know where to find me on AIM.

MoralSoldier and AnnieSegall - i still want a dynamic duos set. i mean it. and i can't wait to see you both in August

thejuanupsman- don't stop calling. please. i don't expect that you will, you're one of my best friends, seriously.

abadinfluence- keep toking, keep writing. keep hitting me up on AIM.

joshof13thfloor- you been MIA lately but i love you.

smuffy- i'm so proud of how strong you are. i'm on AIM if you need commisseration.

freedonia- we better hang out before you leave LA. call me or AIM.

anyone i forgot or anyone else that cares....i'm on AIM: xatouchovvratedx or e-mail jcb2aph@yahoo

peace out, yo. haha. i'm a fucking dork.