i just finished some Maruchan Instant Lunch. really satisfying for some reason today.
i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep...
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i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep...
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i'm sick of pretending i'm ok.
i'm fucking not ok.
i fucking hate everything about my life right now.
i've been realizing that i have nothing to offer.
nothing at all.
i'm going no where.
i dont know what the fuck i want, and even if i did, i wouldn't know how to go about getting it.
i feel totally worthless and useless right now....
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i'm fucking not ok.
i fucking hate everything about my life right now.
i've been realizing that i have nothing to offer.
nothing at all.
i'm going no where.
i dont know what the fuck i want, and even if i did, i wouldn't know how to go about getting it.
i feel totally worthless and useless right now....
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filmguy79:
woah! life ain't so bad...there's a boy here in MD that thinks you're a TOTAL cutie!! 
[Edited on May 29, 2005 12:08PM]
[Edited on May 29, 2005 12:08PM]
bashster:
hide to rope,tablets,razorblades,car in garage with blocked exhaust pipe,high building,gun that kurt used,petrol can and match awww fuck it girl cheer up girl hope this cheered you up!.
ps paint the ceiling or sleep faced down!
ps paint the ceiling or sleep faced down!
woke up not feeling too good today. i just got up, and i'm feeling like i want to go back to bed. 
last night arctcknight was supposed to call me after he got off work, but did he? no...jerk.
i stayed up watching a biography on Cary Grant and the story of Patty Hearst's kidnapping and the SLA on PBS. yeah, my life's really exciting....
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last night arctcknight was supposed to call me after he got off work, but did he? no...jerk.
i stayed up watching a biography on Cary Grant and the story of Patty Hearst's kidnapping and the SLA on PBS. yeah, my life's really exciting....
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heatdude:
that's nothing i can top that i watched a program on huge digging devices 
presence:
That whole Patty Heart ordeal is fascinating
hope you stop feeling like shite soon
hope you stop feeling like shite soon
hmm, what to say...
work was slow. was nearly an hour late cause i had to wait for my dumb ass brother to get off work to take me. he gushed about star wars the entire drive. i want to see it, but i'm just not all crazed about it. ok, what do you geeks think, should i sit down and finish watching episodes 1...
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work was slow. was nearly an hour late cause i had to wait for my dumb ass brother to get off work to take me. he gushed about star wars the entire drive. i want to see it, but i'm just not all crazed about it. ok, what do you geeks think, should i sit down and finish watching episodes 1...
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drella_:
cool pics 
presence:
haha im sorry i didnt mean to confuse u ...i just wanna spank you ..whoa thinkin out loud here..sorry ...did i just type that? must be all those pictures 
figured it was time for an update.
worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses
i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses
i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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abadinfluence:
And thanks for the comment in my journal ... and the late birthday wishes.
And I must say ... it is pretty sweet ass that you like Juliana Hatfield. That's the one that really caught my eye.
And I must say ... it is pretty sweet ass that you like Juliana Hatfield. That's the one that really caught my eye.
arctcknight:
looking hot as hell in that halter top sweety! if i said you had a hot body would you hold against me????
figured it was time for an update.
worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses
i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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worked today. it was actually pretty fun. there was Raisa, Nikki, Brenda, Steven closing, and Patrick was really being easy going. i think it was cause raisa and nikki were there..he wants both their asses
i was early for work, so i stopped into torrid to look for a shirt to wear, cause the one i was wearing...
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i've had a really shitty few days.
last night i was going to clean up my room while watching Secretary as background noise... i went in the garge to look for this big role of trash bags that i knew was around the house somewhere...after looking around for a minute i turned to go back inside, when i caught a glimpse of my paintings in...
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last night i was going to clean up my room while watching Secretary as background noise... i went in the garge to look for this big role of trash bags that i knew was around the house somewhere...after looking around for a minute i turned to go back inside, when i caught a glimpse of my paintings in...
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apadravya:
thanks for the sweet comment that you left on my new set.♥
lord_devlin:
People can be so selfish. I've been doing the NyQuil thing lately too. When you're in emotional pain and need to sleep, there's nothing like it. Hope things get better for you. *hugs*
[Edited on May 13, 2005 4:26AM]
[Edited on May 13, 2005 4:26AM]
ok, went to the gyno today. it turns out i dont have a UTI, i could very possibly have a disease called Interstitial Cystitis. it goes all along with bladder infections and the like...but it's chronic, they dont know what causes it, and there is no cure.
to be officially diagnosed i have to find a urologist and get a cystoscopy with hydordistention under general...
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to be officially diagnosed i have to find a urologist and get a cystoscopy with hydordistention under general...
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heatdude:
i like stinky armpits
heatdude:
How are you Delores? Haven't read anything from you in a couple days, hope everythings okay
let's see...
i've got my doctor's appointment tomorrow. i actually want to go now because my UTI is really really acting up. i've taken 5 doses of cystex in the past 24 hours. i've realized i need to drink alot of water now. i am soooo killing my kidneys. i did just drink two 16 oz. bottles of water...so that's half of what i'm supposed...
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i've got my doctor's appointment tomorrow. i actually want to go now because my UTI is really really acting up. i've taken 5 doses of cystex in the past 24 hours. i've realized i need to drink alot of water now. i am soooo killing my kidneys. i did just drink two 16 oz. bottles of water...so that's half of what i'm supposed...
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presence:
if you take strip aerobics class can i be a guest to one of them? ill hang onto your clothes so no one takes them ! or..errrr...do sumthin productive..i swear...ill make sure you get the 64 oz of water you need..i can be your water drinking coach..
i am so fucking sick of the human race today.
i feel all torn up and shitty.
i just think i'm not meant for a community type setting.
i dont fucking know why... it's like they can smell it on me or something.
i'm not anti-social... i guess when you have an opinion that's not that of the majority and you then share it, it...
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i feel all torn up and shitty.
i just think i'm not meant for a community type setting.
i dont fucking know why... it's like they can smell it on me or something.
i'm not anti-social... i guess when you have an opinion that's not that of the majority and you then share it, it...
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oa55:
hell... i've been saying that people suck for years
glad i'm finally getting some back-up...
glad i'm finally getting some back-up...
heatdude:
hang in there before you know it everything will be just fine,
take care
take care
Cute little mini set on PSW