bored...head ache...gonna be late for work...being dragged to track to jog after work... 
listening to This Is The Day by The The
listening to This Is The Day by The The i'm really not looking forward to going to work tomorrow cause some head honcho is coming on tuesday morning so the WHOLE f-ing store has to be perfect.... I HATE RETAIL!...my groin hurts 
I HATE RETAIL!...my groin hurts we're all gettin' neckid here! whoo hoo! friday night! me, cranky angle, and aquarius! fun stuff!!!!!!!!! 
my beautiful boy friend just walked in the door with flowers for me! tulips! my favorite! no reason
whatsoever
...so pardon me while i give him a proper thank you 
how is that a krispy kreme doughnut can sometimes be almost, if not AS good as, and sometimes better than, sex? or maybe it's just me... 
i've been forgiven!
couldn't be more content at the moment...except i've got this big furry purring machine on my lap...
...and that i'm beyond broke, but hell! i'm in love so it doesn't matter!
couldn't be more content at the moment...except i've got this big furry purring machine on my lap...
...and that i'm beyond broke, but hell! i'm in love so it doesn't matter! i hate fighting, i hate feeling sorry for myself, i hate knowing i'm wrong, i hate people being mad at me, i hate how my eyes feel after a night of bawling, i hate when my bottom lip turns down when i'm sad, i hate that my throat is so dry and my mucus is so copious that i can't swallow, i hate that my...
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I feel like
i feel like shit
i need a
i need a drink
& not vinegar neither
i don't want to die
i feel like a freak
don't let me cut out
i wasn't cut out
to go out a virgin
i want my cherry
squashed man
hammer amour
love me
live me
hour to death
what the hell
hour to death
am i...
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i feel like shit
i need a
i need a drink
& not vinegar neither
i don't want to die
i feel like a freak
don't let me cut out
i wasn't cut out
to go out a virgin
i want my cherry
squashed man
hammer amour
love me
live me
hour to death
what the hell
hour to death
am i...
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I got a book of Patti Smith's early poetry the other day and I have to say it is truely heaven. I haven't enjoyed a book this much in a long long time.
Oh Raphael. Guardian angel. In love & crimes all things move in sevens. seven copartments in the heart. the seven elaborate temptations. seven devils cat from Mary Magdalene whore of Christ. the...
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Oh Raphael. Guardian angel. In love & crimes all things move in sevens. seven copartments in the heart. the seven elaborate temptations. seven devils cat from Mary Magdalene whore of Christ. the...
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delores:
I feel like
i feel like shit
i need a
i need a drink
& not vinegar neither
i don't want to die
i feel like a freak
don't let me cut out
i wasn't cut out
to go out a virgin
i want my cherry
squashed man
hammer amour
love me
live me
hour to death
what the hell
hour to death
am i doing here
am i ending here
hour of death
& i feel so free
feel like fucking
feel so free
feel like running
got no hair
weighing me
cut so close
scalp is nicked
look like shit
hour of darkness
& i look like shit
hour to death & i feel so free
hour to death & i feel so free
turnkey turnkey
play with my pussy
lick my little
scull bait head
get it get it
get it in
get the guard to
beg the guard to
need a guard to
lay me
get all the guards to lay me
if all the guards would lay me
if one guard would lay me
if one guard would lay me
if one god would lay me
if one
god
i feel like shit
i need a
i need a drink
& not vinegar neither
i don't want to die
i feel like a freak
don't let me cut out
i wasn't cut out
to go out a virgin
i want my cherry
squashed man
hammer amour
love me
live me
hour to death
what the hell
hour to death
am i doing here
am i ending here
hour of death
& i feel so free
feel like fucking
feel so free
feel like running
got no hair
weighing me
cut so close
scalp is nicked
look like shit
hour of darkness
& i look like shit
hour to death & i feel so free
hour to death & i feel so free
turnkey turnkey
play with my pussy
lick my little
scull bait head
get it get it
get it in
get the guard to
beg the guard to
need a guard to
lay me
get all the guards to lay me
if all the guards would lay me
if one guard would lay me
if one guard would lay me
if one god would lay me
if one
god
delores:
no one likes me
I was having sex with my boyfriend for the first time in two weeks (he's been out of town) and it was really good...but of course my friend had to try and open the locked door. It was her house after all...so we started to get our clothes on...i figured she'd assume that we were sleeping and let us be..no... she went ahead and unlocked...
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