delores

looking out the door i see the rain fall upon a field of mourners
parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
maybe i'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
but tonight you're all my mind's on
you'll never know
broken down & hungry for you love but no way to feed it
where are you...
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the only thing i have to smile about is the Emily The Strange calander i bought today ....

i'd like to wake up with you early in the morning
or stay up late just playing records on your phonograph
i'd like to get to know you mother and your father
maybe just once pretend to be somebody's better half
and i would like to tell the very first lie

i'd like to ignore all my friends and spend my time with you
maybe...
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Today, President Bush officially endorsed a federal constitutional amendment that would require discrimination against same-sex couples and their families.
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>This amendment simply states:
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>"Marriage in the United States shall consist only of the union between a man and a woman. Neither this constitution or the constitution of any state, nor state or federal law, shall be construed to require that marital status or...
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yesterday morning i got really sick. i was puking from about 9am to 4pm...sucks ass...i only puked up real stuff twice, the rest was mostl bile and water...ick...i made a great mess in my boyfriend's bathroom (also his roommate's)
i spent all day in bed, sleeping and sometimes watching bad dating shows (ex-tream dating, the 5th wheel, elemidate, blind date...damn i love 'em). i didn't...
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ok, its like almost 6 am, and i'm up cause my crotch hurts like no other. i've had this lingering, come-around-when-it-feels-like-it urinary tract infection... FOR 3 FUCKING MONTHS (almost 4), i went and got meds when i first got it, but, obviously they did not work. so i've been swollowing these stupid fucking vaginal pain killers that turn your pee bright ass red and stain...
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i really dont want to look at my boyfriend's journal for today cause i know it's bound to say something along th lines of.... we're broken up, or he doesn't love me anymore, or loves me less...some shit like that. it's what always happens, i do something stupid, he has no one to talk shit to, so he writes a nasty journal entry to make...
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I saw NADA SURF last night, it was my 4th time...each time gets bette and better. their two opening acts were eh...the first was decent, the other had their guitars up way too loud and the microphones too low...couldn't hardly hear a word. we were right up front, me and my pal Kristin were most deffinetly the oldest fans there, most of the kids there...
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just cleaned my boy friends house...did dishes, vaccumed, took out LOADS of garbage i hate cleaning, i was just sick of looking at it

hmm...limbo right now... kinda tired, dont wanna go to bed...got headache... frustated...bleh feel like reading but no patience, wanna listen to some music but i dont have any of mine w/ me right now...but all is made well cos i'm with my lovely boy... ...but he's about to give his roomie's cat beer...funny how cats always seem to gravitate towards those who are alergic...
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