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i feel like i'm dying inside

i have an interview at a corny portait studio tomorrow... i really really want the job, so keep your fingers crosed for me!!!!

fuck! it keeps deleting my entrys as i enter them, so i'm giving up!

What's that over there moving on the wall
A second glance and it's not there at all
What's that sitting there on the page of my book
It hides behind the words when i try to take a closer look

I can't reach out and grab it but that's ok with me
What's that jumping up and down in the middle of the street
It...
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"You know that when I hate you it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul."

-Some French Lady

I cry myself to sleep every night but I'm only happy when I sleep because when I sleep, I dream, and when I dream I'm with you...
and that's not some corny lyric quote, it's reality. I've had at least 4 dreams w/ you in the past week & a half. in all of them we're happy. if you would talk to me i'd tell...
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i cant even think about you without tears welling up in my eyes.

I'm looking for the Tower of Learning.
I'm looking for the Copious Prize.
I saw it in your eyes, what i'm looking for.
i saw it in your eyes, what i'm looking for.
i really do fear that i'm dying.
i really do fear that i'm dead.
i saw it in your eyes, what i'm lookng for.
i saw it in your eyes, what'll make...
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